[blacklight]

I'm just feeling incredibly weak.. I have extremely bad anxiety and depression and who knows what else and it's just all really getting to me. I have no one for support with anything, and I never have either so like I don't even know if I'd want that anyway, but it does kind of suck. like I try to keep myself in a postive, optimistic mood. I'm usually always thinking mostly positive but recently I've changed. I think I'm just thinking more realistic though, and not negative. but I just basically feel like I can't keep doing this *****. like I am not strong enough for this anymore. I know people like to say "it gets better" but I don't really believe in that. even if it were true though, I don't think I am able to stick around for the 'better' part. I'm about to break any moment now. I'd like to keep being strong and try to get through all this bad ***** going on in my life right now but I can feel that I'm about done with it all
I really just need some tips or something on how to stay strong.. any advice or anything would be great. thank you

[little turtle]

how are your relationships .....

[blacklight]

Originally Posted by little turtle

how are your relationships .....

don't have any lol

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by blacklight

don't have any lol

does that work for you

[Fuzzybear]

[winter4me]

You said you have been able to be positive in the past, so I think you will again even though it is so hard to imagine that today.

[blacklight]

Originally Posted by little turtle

does that work for you

it has to, thanks!

[blacklight]

Originally Posted by winter4me

You said you have been able to be positive in the past, so I think you will again even though it is so hard to imagine that today.

I hope so, thank you. it's just that I always stay so positive, hoping things will get better but recently it's just been one negative thing happening to me after the other and it's getting really hard to stay positive

[winter4me]

I totally understand that...am in a similar place myself... there seem to be periods of time when "everything" seems to go wrong/fall apart...hard to remember that it can be good---lately, I am settling for moments of pleasure (the sight of a pasture, a bird at the feeder...glimpses of light...
big hug for us all

[blacklight]

Originally Posted by winter4me

I totally understand that...am in a similar place myself... there seem to be periods of time when "everything" seems to go wrong/fall apart...hard to remember that it can be good---lately, I am settling for moments of pleasure (the sight of a pasture, a bird at the feeder...glimpses of light...
big hug for us all

I'm sorry you know the feeling, I hope we both get through this ♡ and that sounds lovely, I always love watching the sun set so I may have to go and do that