[MickeyCheeky]

I'm just a worthless, useless piece of trash. I just can't do anything right.. I'm ugly, and no girl in the world will ever want to spend a second with a monster like me; I'm stupid and take such a long time to understand time who are simple for everybody but me; I'm without talent, because I fail at everything I do.. No wonder I don't have friends: who would ever want to spend time with a person who has absolutely zero redeeming qualities like me?
If I died, I don't think anyone would care..

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

I'm just a worthless, useless piece of trash. I just can't do anything right.. I'm ugly, and no girl in the world will ever want to spend a second with a monster like me; I'm stupid and take such a long time to understand time who are simple for everybody but me; I'm without talent, because I fail at everything I do.. No wonder I don't have friends: who would ever want to spend time with a person who has absolutely zero redeeming qualities like me?
If I died, I don't think anyone would care..

so you are saying that about yourself....where is that coming from...has someone told you this when you were little

[MtnTime2896]

You've got a friend here.

[MickeyCheeky]

No one has ever told me this.. I just realized it by myself.. it's the truth

@leigheas: Thank you but I'm not worth it, really

[little turtle]

do you get pleasure/happy/feel good/content from any activity

are you a good person

[MickeyCheeky]

Not really..

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

Not really..

are you a bad person

[MickeyCheeky]

I suppose not.

You're a good person ((((Mickey))))

[MickeyCheeky]

Thank you but I'm not really.. I'm a failure at everything..I won't get anything good from my life

[little turtle]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

Thank you but I'm not really.. I'm a failure at everything..I won't get anything good from my life

what do you consider good

[MickeyCheeky]

Idk.. A good job, some friends and a women who can love me... and doing what I like (even if I don't know what I like doing ).. things that everyone wants.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by little turtle

so you are saying that about yourself....where is that coming from...has someone told you this when you were little

I was wondering the same as little turtle... Who told you these things, they are all lies

[MickeyCheeky]

No one really told me this.. at least face by face, they probably think it..

I just realized this by myself.. I'm worthless, my existence is sad and empty

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by little turtle

do you get pleasure/happy/feel good/content from any activity

are you a good person

((((((( little turtle ))))))))

Every time you speak I think...how "unskilled" and frankly, cruel, a "doctor" I saw IR was, sorry to contaminate this thread with him..

I think you're a good person, everyone in this thread is. Everyone can feel joy, enjoyment

Depression, lies from abusers, stuff like that can mask this sometimes,,

[MickeyCheeky]

Thank you for being so supportive

But I still don't think I'm a good person.. I don't have any concrete reasons to think that.. I haven't really helped anybody (I'm too stupid to give helpful advice) and no one ever looks for me when they need help for something.. probably because they already know they won't get any real help from me I feel like no one actually needs me, nobody even wants me.. what's the point in living if other people don't want you around?

It makes me so sad

[Fuzzybear]

I'm not sure how old you are, not that age really matters... If you read all of little turtles posts and all of Rohags posts you might learn more Wisdom than many who think they are supremely "adequate" and have very high opinions of themselves.

And we want you here, we find joy in building people up (and not the reverse)

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm 18... thanks for all the support you're giving me I think I'll never be smart enough though

[Fuzzybear]

I'm not very smart either..

The father wanted me to be a doctor, but I didn't do any work for my A levels.. Although I did work for the retakes and got good grades.

I would not have wished to be a doctor though, knowing what I know now... Book learning, practical skills do not make a good person

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm sure you're smarter than you think

[Rohag]

You have thanked people here in this thread. Thankfulness is evidence of something.

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

I don't know what I like doing

Contrary to popular opinion, finding what you like doing can be one of the hardest things. It's much easier believing you are supposed to like what others like or what others want you to like.

Perhaps finding your real likes is a place to start.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Rohag

You have thanked people here in this thread. Thankfulness is evidence of something.

Contrary to popular opinion, finding what you like doing can be one of the hardest things. It's much easier believing you are supposed to like what others like or what others want you to like.

Perhaps finding your real likes is a place to start.

Rohag, you constantly amaze me with your wisdom. I wish I'd had someone like you as a friend in my early life

[MickeyCheeky]

Thank you, Rohag You're right, finding out what I like is important.. but I don't know how to do that

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

Thank you, Rohag You're right, finding out what I like is important.. but I don't know how to do that

Just don't do what I did when I was slightly older than you, and confide in the wrong person ...

If you sniff any hint of judgement, run..

I'm not "paranoid" but there are a lot of mean people in this world

(This is not about anyone on PC)

[Fuzzybear]

On a more positive note, I guess try as many different things as you can, and have fun, you deserve it