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I feel like my depression is really bad there past 2 days, and I'm having trouble "snapping out of it." I'm angry, irritable, sad, hurt, etc. I don't want to deal with anyone. I'm supposed to have group therapy tomorrow followed by a doctor's appointment and a "check in" with the therapist at my doctor's office. Same thing next week. I don't want to do any of it. I don't want to see my new therapist. I feel like nothing is helping me right now so why keep trying.
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When the Skeezyks wants to give up... he just keeps doing what needs to be done. Many years ago, my father used to say: "You're not required to like it. You're just required to do it." Over the years, I have taken this as my mantra...
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This may sound odd, but bear with me. When i'm really, REALLY down in the dumps and want to just give up on everything. I give up on feeling that way. It's not a magic fix, but it helps a suprising amount...
Or I could just be pretending I don't feel that way anymore. But it seems to work ![]()
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This is messed up, but I write. Not a journal (or at least an average one), not a song, a poem etc.; I write a letter, specifically a suicide letter. I pick someone in my life to write it too. Then I'm suppose to write another one to someone else. I even started to write one that I'd post on PC when the time came. I can hardly ever actually finish the first letter, however. I sit there writing to that person and being forced to think about them and our relationship; therefore I'm forced to consider what this would do to that person. I force myself to think about what I'm about to do. If I can ever actually finish every letter, then I'm ready to go, but as of now: I'm not even close.
It might help you, but it could also hurt you even more. As far as I know, I'm the only one I know of who finds this beneficial.
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