[MtnTime2896]

Please, just let me go.

Please, don't hold onto me. Please. Just let me go.

[BrownHat22]

This was my fault isn't it... I was the one who told you that you were important. That everyone was needed. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound as though I or the community was trying to cling to you, or was constantly dependent on you. I'm not the best at communicating, or creating a sentence that can only be taken to have one and only one meaning. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I probably shouldn't try to comfort anyone on here anymore. Please reconsider.

I can't let you go...you really are a special friend to me....I hope you feel a little better when you wake up this morning than you did last night. <<<hugs always>>> Myst

[sans]

Originally Posted by BrownHat22

This was my fault isn't it... I was the one who told you that you were important. That everyone was needed. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound as though I or the community was trying to cling to you, or was constantly dependent on you. I'm not the best at communicating, or creating a sentence that can only be taken to have one and only one meaning. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I probably shouldn't try to comfort anyone on here anymore. Please reconsider.

Please don't stop trying to comfort others!! Every time you extend kindness to another, you are also helping to heal yourself!!

[MickeyCheeky]

There have been times I have begged people to do the same. I can relate. But it's not at all easy to let someone go, no matter how much they ask. I care about you, and I can't just let that go.

[Fuzzybear]

[BrownHat22]

Originally Posted by sans

Please don't stop trying to comfort others!! Every time you extend kindness to another, you are also helping to heal yourself!!

I just don't want to make things worse. These are other people's lives that hang in the balance here. It may seem like I'm extending kindness to another person, but what if it is taken the wrong way? I'll try and continue to comfort others, but I'll need to work on it. Thank you.

[guiltier65]

This is one of those times when words just dont flow from me. I get it. I'm so sorry that you are hurting so badly.

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by BrownHat22

This was my fault isn't it... I was the one who told you that you were important. That everyone was needed. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sound as though I or the community was trying to cling to you, or was constantly dependent on you. I'm not the best at communicating, or creating a sentence that can only be taken to have one and only one meaning. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I probably shouldn't try to comfort anyone on here anymore. Please reconsider.

Honestly, this has nothing to do with that. What you said actually helped me, like a lot. What I wrote here was more directed at people in my real life. Look, you have great advice and comforted me during a bad time. You're amazing. Don't ever think otherwise.

[MtnTime2896]

Thanks everyone. I'm getting some help today. I appreciate all of you being here.

[MickeyCheeky]

We all love you, leigheas!

[Fuzzybear]

Keep us posted - we love you

[MtnTime2896]

So, to update everyone: I'm going to try and hold out for the Monday after Thanksgiving. After that, I'm going back to my doctor's and probably going to start a new medication or two. Normally, I'm against that but I think it's time I take another run at things and try to get better. I'm going back to therapy, too. Chances are that I will be in the hospital on that Monday and I might be in there for a little while. Last time I was in there for about a month with four days of freedom in the middle. Until then, I'm here and I guess I'll be hanging out with you lot, for a while. I don't mind that, you all are some great people; except you Fuzzy, you're a great bear

[MtnTime2896]

Oh, and thanks for not letting me go. (Note that there's zero sarcasm attached to that sentence).

[JustJace2u]

Thanks for hanging in there. I always enjoy reading your posts, even if I don't always respond.

I am glad you have decided to reach out and get some help But if you find that you cannot wait until the Monday after Thanksgiving please go sooner, and keep talking to us here. We want to help as much as possible!

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by HalloweenSkye

I am glad you have decided to reach out and get some help But if you find that you cannot wait until the Monday after Thanksgiving please go sooner, and keep talking to us here. We want to help as much as possible!

Sounds like a deal to me.

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by JustJace2u

Thanks for hanging in there. I always enjoy reading your posts, even if I don't always respond.

No problem. Just having you there helps.