I have so much to vent, but I feel I'll never find an answer.
I just want a minimal life of silence and peace, yet I feel I'm rotting in my feelings of hurt, hatred, isolation...
Maybe it's that life of silence and peace which is hurting, yet people who seek to break the silence end up hurting others at times, hurting people like me, who may one day commit suicide because of other people's hurtings, especially if they were once close friends.

I have so much to vent but it will be a mess, so I'll stop here for now.
I feel like ending my life, yet there is so much to fight for. So much to fight for others who suffer the same feelings towards life...

[MickeyCheeky]

You can vent here as much as you want. Maybe that could help.

((((((((((VibratingObsidian))))))))))

[eyesclosed]

I always tell myself I want to stick around awhile and see he how it all turns out.

Originally Posted by eyesclosed

I always tell myself I want to stick around awhile and see he how it all turns out.

I have this little feeling inside me too at times.
Thanks for that.

[*Laurie*]

I'm so sorry you're feeling terrible, VO

Originally Posted by Vibrating Obsidian

...there is so much to fight for. So much to fight for others who suffer the same feelings towards life...

It's OK to feel frustrated, but it's courageous to continue the fight regardless.

There are ome great listeners too. What about venting by way of a blog or a journal

[eskielover]

I found out that life doesnt stay the way it was when I felt trapped in in a bad place/ bad marriage. Those last 13 years felt like forever but the wonderful life that I have now after I was finally able to leave.

We never know what the future REALLY holds for us

https://forums.psychcentral.com/othe...s-venting.html

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[MommaD]

It's so hard to do anything when you're hurting. Kudos to you for reaching out here.
You're not alone.
Sending thoughts of comfort and peace your way

[Fuzzybear]