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Poohbah
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#161
These days I am really psychologically trying to have happy moments but they are so fleeting. Panic and depression sucks.
If you believe in some kind of magic, send me your aetheric e motions to make me heal. This cup below is the link. You can click on it or better visualize it. If you do so, your mind waters will flow to me: |
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#162
I believe in magic, send you mind water. Dear Mother floating around with her favorite red dress after drank the magic water. Dear Father turned stiff following Mother. Wish I was already born that day to see them before they turned like this.
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#163
stellar gods & horrors, as appeared to me in a vision of the ace of cups:
> Bel-Shamharoth Also known as the soul eater, soul render, the sender of eight. Its word is Shemhamforash. Its appearance unseen. Vaguely drawn on the cover of the octavo, the book of souls. >+ Choronzon Dweller at the threshold od stellar abyss. Appears as your shattered mental image. + Azatoth The stellar magician. Teaches the secrets of technology, space travel, exoculture... Its senses are blind to phenomenal universe. Existing as a stringed ball of energy. <+ Yog-Sothoth Yog-Sothoth knows the gate. Yog-Sothoth is the gate. Yog-Sothoth is the key and guardian of the gate. Past, present, future, all are one in Yog-Sothoth. -H. P. Lovecraft < Dagon Dweller of the watery abyss, subspace, unconscious and subconscious. A strange fishlike creature. <- Kthulu The one who sleeps. Who is dead and cannot die. A mirage. A dream. Horror with a thousand eyes and tentacles. - Hastur Hooded invisible priest. The Unspeakable One, Him Who Is Not to be Named, Assatur, Xastur, H'aaztre, or Kaiwan. >- Shub-Niggurath Trees of eternity. The Black Goat of the Woods with a Thousand Young. Mother of abominations. |
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#164
What are they saying?
Yesterday when I seek death to play chess, I meet his weird best friend. His name is Tim, he said he's a doormaker. I don't understand because all he done is walking from door through door instead working on the door. He's wearing some weird grotesque mask, but I quite like it. I played chess with him instead. He's easily defeat me, well I'm suck at chess. |
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Poohbah
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#165
So far I discerned only gibberish and glossolalia, them speaking.
That must have been Tim Leary. There is a rumor in the abyss that he defeated Death. His brain was preserved and inserted into a monkey body. Never play chess with Timmy. Never look into his eyes. And never ever smile back. |
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#166
I hope thay are not going to curse us. I don't want to go crazy.
No, it's not Tim Leary. He's older than Leary or even Alexander the Great. He's not bad or evil, but annoying even death kick him several times. Tim said he good at chess because he lonely and keep playing it. Thousand times until he master it. He's good with other board games and rubik cube. I just got his permission to draw him. In fact he want me to. Only I have lots of past projects that I should finished first. |
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#168
__________________ You're only given one little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. ~ Robin Williams Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? ~ Pink Floyd |
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#169
To stray from the subject a little, this really upsets me:
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#170
Me, too!
__________________ You're only given one little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. ~ Robin Williams Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? ~ Pink Floyd |
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#171
Tourists are beating something outside my window and all I can discern from their talk is "****". Could be just them having innocent rude fun and waking people up in 3 AM. Still my paranoia is high right now. Hope they will be gone till daylight, or hope I sleep it through.
Watching second season of Mr Robot is also not helping. But its so ****ing fascinating. |
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#172
Thanks for the news. A good leader in my country faces same issue too, even through it is not death penalty. He's actually clean, but his enemy tried to exploit this issue to get rid of him. Because he is the good guy which always intercept those bad guy plans. It makes everyone really mad.
Those rude tourist. They're think they cool but they're soon regret is as they older. I've finished my past project, tomorrow I'll start on Tim. He's been waiting so long. Sadly, I have little free time now. Maybe I'll finish it around 25th or so. I can't promise. Anyway, I'm happy. Because I finally able to return to a world in my head. I was too depressed I can't return. The depression is not all gone, but at least I'm able to back again. |
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#173
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Today was much better view from the window. I saw a neighbour giving food to Kathryn Janeway(a local cat). I was spaced out in my room the entire day, contemplating and stuff. I didnt even eat much. Maybe its the summer getting to me. |
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