[therealme]

like the title of this post, no one to listen, my pdoc signed me off in november, my gp thinks if he doesnt see me that everything is ok, (the truth is is i say how im really thinking my gp will contact the mental heath team, and all that know me know that i have been on the books for 6 months or so and then they sign me off)
if i say here how im really thinking, i will be told off and possible removed, so im keeping it to myself
i want to scream out load "help me" but i need the help all the time not just for 6 months or untill there is a small improvement to my mood.
i smile on the outside but inside im crying

if you ever want to talk, you have this site (we all care about you on here)

if you'd like to talk a little more privately, I am always open to talk/ listen

[Fuzzybear]

((((((( Dec )))))))

You can always pm me... I understand how the system works, or doesn't work in the uk... if I don't see a GP for months or more, as is usually the case, they think I'm "doing well"

Also, I'm allergic to all the meds, I've tried so many

(((therealme))) , Please keeep going!! Sorry to hear that you only got six months, when you have a subjective feeling of needing more. Take your time and think about it. Perhaps there are still help you haven't tried yet!

In case you need it one day:

https://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

Thinking on you!

[Yours_Truly]

Hi therealme. I know how you feel. I've been there, wanting to scream out "help me" and feeling unheard when I do. If you ever want to talk, I'll listen too. I have a hard time opening up but, I will be there for you.

[whisperingskye]

I haven't been discharged from my mental health team yet after almost 5 years so I guess I'm kind of lucky there. But they do have the habit of dropping the ball after a while and I kind of just slip off the radar for a while, not hearing from anyone and not knowing who to get in touch with if I need support. Every time this happens I end up in crisis and when they realise, normally too late, they overwhelm me with constant appointments until once again it all fizzles out. And the cycle repeats. I have never got to a place where I can say I'm stable. It seems to change at the drop of a hat.

Last time I saw my care coordinator she mentioned discharge might be an option, and I could just be referred again when I end up in crisis. It just seems like too much hassle, if I end up in crisis when I'm not even under them I'm even less likely to get help. It's too difficult to get in with a GP and then wait for the referral. I don't see how it would work.

I'm sorry you find yourself in this position (and sorry for going on about myself too). I hope you find someone to open up to, on here or irl. I'm on here most days if you ever want to chat about anything

((((Therealme)))))