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Mar 01, 2017, 01:06 AM
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"You don't have much time to make your slits, look just right. I'm in your mind. I'm singing....Look in the mirror and ask your soul if you're alright. Put on the glitter that your soul hides behind. You're in my mind. I'm singing..."
- Twenty One Pilots, 'Before You Start Your Day'. My soul's not alright. I'm not alright. I can feel myself fall deeper and deeper. I'm currently in the worst state I ever remember being in before. I hurt. I hurt all of the time. My lungs can't fill with air because I'm too busy choking on the pain. I don't want to be like this. I can't continue to be like this. "I want to be alive when you see my eyes." - Tyler Joseph, 'Blasphemy'.
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Mar 01, 2017, 04:48 PM
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#3
Mar 01, 2017, 07:13 PM
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I would be lying if I said I really understand what your trying to express ... is it the song or are you the song ... either way ... I am truly sorry your hurting ... if my magic wand could fix it ... I would wave it all day from the roof top ... songs have such a way of expressing our feelings that sometimes can not be spoken any other way ... I know my music has been a godsend for me ... and sometimes I don't even know what is being said ... I pray you find peace ...
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Mar 02, 2017, 01:46 PM
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At least you have music right? I remember when I first heard 21P it blew my mind how accurate their songs were to how I felt. If Tyler and Josh made it so can you! Their songs are about dark and tough situations but each one is about overcoming it... my favorite is Holding Onto You.
Fight it, take the pain, ignite it Tie a noose around your mind Loose enough to breath fine and tie it To a tree tell it, you belong to me, this ain't a noose This is a leash and I have news for you You must obey me
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Don't show me frogs and snakes And listen for my scream, If I'm afraid at all It's only in my dreams. I've got a magic charm That I keep up my sleeve I can walk the ocean floor And never have to breathe. Life doesn't frighten me at all Not at all Not at all. Life doesn't frighten me at all. Maya Angelou |
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Mar 02, 2017, 06:06 PM
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Thank you for this, it's easy to forget. Thanks wiretwister and Fuzzy, as well.
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Mar 02, 2017, 10:25 PM
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 I'm so sorry for the immense pain that you have right now.
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Mar 05, 2017, 07:30 PM
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How are you doing now, Só leigheas?
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Mar 05, 2017, 11:01 PM
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"Don't wanna call you in the nighttime Don't wanna give you all my pieces Don't wanna hand you all my trouble Don't wanna give you all my demons You'll have to watch me struggle From several rooms away But tonight I'll need you to stay" - Twenty One Pilots, 'The Run and Go'.
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Mar 05, 2017, 11:38 PM
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Thank you so much Só leigheas for your response. I'm sorry that you are still hurting pretty bad.
Also thank you for mentioning Twenty One Pilots. I had not heard of them  and so I have taken some time to listen and I am enjoying their music! Thanks!  Hang in there Só leigheas! |
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Mar 07, 2017, 12:16 AM
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"Won't you go to someone else's dreams?
Won't you go to someone else's head? Haven't you taken enough from me? Won't you torture someone else's sleep?" - Twenty One Pilots, 'Anathema'.
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Mar 07, 2017, 01:19 AM
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Mar 07, 2017, 01:27 AM
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It helps.
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Mar 07, 2017, 06:09 AM
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I'm glad.
Thanks for letting me know. 
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Mar 09, 2017, 11:33 PM
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How are things today?
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Mar 10, 2017, 12:01 AM
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"I try desperately to run through the sand
As I hold the water in the palm of my hand 'Cause it's all that I have and it's all that I need and The waves of the water mean nothing to me But I try my best and all that I can To hold tightly onto what's left in my hand But no matter how, how tightly I will strain The sand will slow me down and the water will drain." -Twenty One Pilots, 'Addict With A Pen'. I'm not sure how else to describe where I am.
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Mar 11, 2017, 01:02 AM
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"I wake up fine and dandy but then by the time I find it handy
To rip my heart apart and start Planning my crash landing I go up, up, up, up, up to the ceiling Then I feel my soul start leaving Like an old man's hair receding I'm pleading, please, oh please On my knees repeatedly asking Why it's got to be like this Is this living free?" - Twenty One Pilots, 'Ode to Sleep'.
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Mar 11, 2017, 03:36 AM
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You really find Twenty One Pilots to be able to express your thoughts and feelings! I wish that there were had happier thoughts and feelings to report right now.
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Mar 12, 2017, 06:03 AM
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Just checking in on you, Só leigheas. How is your day going?
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Mar 12, 2017, 06:29 AM
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Spirits in the dark are waiting I won't let them win, go quietly I won't let them win, go quietly" -TØP, 'Hometown'. It's not that tonight's better. It's not that I feel at peace again, but I'm stubborn and p*ssed off enough to tell my demons to leave. That and my fiance's been on his weekend. I always feel stronger with him around. There's something about his presents that makes me more me.
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Mar 14, 2017, 12:44 PM
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"I try so hard
To fly but my heart Won't go very far. No, no And my own two hands Will start bleeding, again And the floor will turn to, to A hold in the ground." -Tyler Joseph, 'Hole in the Ground'.
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Mar 14, 2017, 06:40 PM
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Mar 15, 2017, 06:17 AM
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Mar 17, 2017, 04:17 PM
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How has today been for you, Só leigheas?
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Mar 17, 2017, 05:52 PM
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"There's an infestation in my mind's imagination
I hope they choke on smoke cause I'm smoking them out the basement This is not rap, this is not hip-hop Just another attempt to make the voices stop Rapping to prove nothing, just writing to say something 'Cause I wasn't the only one who wasn't rushing to say nothing This doesn't mean I lost my dream It's just right now I got a really crazy mind to clean" - Twenty One Pilots, 'Heavydirtysoul'.
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Mar 17, 2017, 07:43 PM
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Can you save, can you save my heavydirtysoul...
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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