Not depressed but suicidal...ugh

Do you ever feel suicidal without feeling depressed? That's my struggle and it gets so exhausting having to fight those feelings.

yes and no ... I was depressed at the time but did not realize I was ... I am much more atuned to myself now ... si thoughts can come from anywhere I would guess ... the human mind is a very complex item ...

read your bio ... I use a cpap been dx a bipap waiting for insurance because of complex ... it really tires me ... I can not even begin to understand the stress you must be putting on your body at night ... I pray you find a answer and at least get the physical stuff behind you ... write anytime ... Tigger.

The last time I attempted suicide it was out of the blue to everyone but me. i think I work so hard to stay afloat that I would just welcome the relief that death would bring...

my T could never understand that ... I call it the black "beastie" and when it swallowed me nothing else in the whole world mattered but end that pain ... by any means ... thank god I found my "little princess" ... won't go into that everyone here is bored silly with me over that ... trying to say I understand it ...