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Old Mar 14, 2017, 06:15 PM
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Why do you get everything and I am left with nothing?

Why was it just expected that I be the one to move out of our home that we were equally paying for?

Why did no one question this?

I had to change my whole life. I lost it all.

I don't want to live with this anymore.

Why did I let you do this to me? Why didn't I put up a fight? Why was I so ****ing weak?

I hate you, but I hate myself more.
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Old Mar 14, 2017, 06:30 PM
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Old Mar 14, 2017, 07:09 PM
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Old Mar 18, 2017, 03:40 PM
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I dont think you were weak , from what i remember.correct me if I'm wrong, but a clean break was what you needed at the time was it not? X I also believe that maybe some of what you are experiencing is a grieving for your loss and as painful and tough as this is you will get through it
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Old Mar 18, 2017, 03:49 PM
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Yeah you're probably right. I just feel like I should have done more to try and fix things. And I should certainly be over it by now. For the most part I am, I guess I just got reminded of it all the other night though.
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Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
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Old Mar 18, 2017, 03:55 PM
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I went through a divorce about ten years ago. I felt the same way you feel now. I lost pretty much everything. It sucked. Took a lot of time to get over. Sorry you're going through this (don't know if it's a divorce or break up...just assuming it is).
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