[Nike007]

My depression has started a month ago and things at time like they seem are going to get better, but all my supports i have built up over the years are crashing or not often enough for me to handle at the moment. I pretty much need daily support at the moment because I feel horrible about everything. The person I talk to normally has been dealing with their own kid going through depression also and they are just sick with the cold or flu so they're busy and mentally stressed. Then I see a social worker, and it's once every two weeks at most and that's not enough. Then another person I see is busy with work and can normally only talk to me once every two weeks. And then a person who offered to talk to me is off of work for 12 weeks due to surgery. And then a CYW I would talk to is on extended maturity leave and the replacement I don't like since she pretty much called me lazy and mocks my autism so I don't like her. And now I have starting to talk to someone I haven't talk to before. I just feel like everyone is leaving me, and not that they have other things going on. I can't talk to my family because they don't understand. Everything's hard. I just want to get better.

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm really sorry. If it can help, we'll listen to you. There's a lot of people here, so.. perhaps that's an idea. I know it's not the same thing, but maybe it could be useful.

[Fuzzybear]

[LadyShadow]

I am in the same boat you are in. I don't have nearly as much support as I would like. It's tough. Hang in there though. Keep posting here, it will put your mind at ease.

[subtle lights]

I'm sorry you are going through this, it's hard when there seems to be no one to reach out to and talk. I can relate too. Hope writing here helps, even if it's not "real life", but you are not alone