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Apr 01, 2017 at 06:03 PM
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I used to have people I could trust. People I could talk to when I was having a particularly bad night.
Now there is no one. And so I go through each day and night feeling completely alone. I don't know if it's paranoia or logical. But I don't trust. I can't trust. I know I can't get through this on my own. I really wanted this year to be the one where everything goes great and I don't end up in crisis. I guess it's not to be. I wish everything would just stop. Why can't it just stop? __________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Apr 01, 2017 at 07:03 PM
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Apr 01, 2017 at 08:05 PM
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Apr 01, 2017 at 11:24 PM
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I'm sorry if I was the one who brought this to your attention.
I'm not much, but I'm here.
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Apr 02, 2017 at 07:16 AM
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Nothing to be sorry for, it's been on my mind for a long time. But thank you for being here. I do appreciate it!
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Apr 02, 2017 at 07:52 AM
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I can relate...and I'm here too
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Apr 02, 2017 at 08:08 AM
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I can also relate. Big hugs sent your way
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Apr 02, 2017 at 08:29 AM
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Hi whisperingskye,
I feel for you. Loneliness is one of the most devasting things when we need be with others. Sorry, I did not understand if you are lonely because people abandoned you or because you don't trust anyone. __________________ Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Apr 02, 2017 at 08:48 AM
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A mixture of the two. Some people are just not there anymore. And the others betrayed my trust making it really hard for me to trust anyone. I thought I moved on and got over it but for now my lack of trust seems to be bigger than ever.
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Apr 02, 2017 at 09:16 AM
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Apr 02, 2017 at 09:32 AM
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you know i am always here xxx
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Apr 02, 2017 at 09:38 AM
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and I totally get the trust thing ,but you can trust me with anything,I hope you know that xxxx
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Apr 02, 2017 at 09:51 AM
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Thank you I appreciate that.
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Apr 02, 2017 at 04:44 PM
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Sometimes, I do not trust people in the sense that I fear they will not care about me as much as I care about them, and it hurts
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Apr 02, 2017 at 09:52 PM
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Don't think that way that's all I can suggest.
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