[passionfruit3]

I got out of er a few days ago cause of self harm.doctor told me my blisters would not harm me though it blew up over night.he kept asking if i was there for the burn or seen mentally which seemed obvious.anyway soon as he left i bolted out the back door.i should have kept going when the nurses voice registered in my head. As the words excuse me.they called a code grey.but the security gaurd is like its not a code grey its just her.i stayed overnight got medicated twice for non coperation funny cause it never hit me how drugged up i was till next day when i was released.zyprexa and two doses of ativan.i couldn't sit down at first.i was pacing the house and when i did sit i felt like i was stiff and need ed to get back up i didn't want food unless someone bothered to make it which they didn't later my brother told me that theres pizza in the oven.he didnt mentiom it was spicy.i feel a lot better now.i still hate that er with a passion but im a tryin gain control of my self harm without having it lead to suicide also.itll be hard but ill get back up every time cause i want to make that defeated look on my moms face go away.i want to make her proud.

[Skeezyks]

[Fuzzybear]