[Heyitseli]

I've been in a 7 year relationship with my partner..
Everything moved so fast in the beginning. I feel like all we've been doing is just arguing and not getting along cause of my mood swings and depression. I get irritated and annoyed so fast for the littlest things..I hate it. I blame myself for everything even though I can't admit to it. I have so much pride too. He's not perfect either.. he told me he's only with me for our (babies)... He even told me he'll only leave me if I get my own job to support myself. We live in a apartment together. There's just so much more I wanna say but I feel like I'm being annoying and judged 😞

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by Heyitseli

I've been in a 7 year relationship with my partner..
Everything moved so fast in the beginning. I feel like all we've been doing is just arguing and not getting along cause of my mood swings and depression. I get irritated and annoyed so fast for the littlest things..I hate it. I blame myself for everything even though I can't admit to it. I have so much pride too. He's not perfect either.. he told me he's only with me for our (babies)... He even told me he'll only leave me if I get my own job to support myself. We live in a apartment together. There's just so much more I wanna say but I feel like I'm being annoying and judged 😞

Are you seeing a therapist or pdoc for your mood swings or depression? What if you tried couple's therapy with your partner? I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. Good luck and best wishes.

[Heyitseli]

No I haven't seen a therapist I feel like it won't help me.. thank you for your kind words.