[MatBell]

I'm really down about things and once again everything is so bleak and I don't see any hope. I don't know what to do. The only thing I know how to do is just to 'comfort myself' and staying in bed like I've done so much before. I have almost no support around me. I have my therapist. My dad is just punking me, trying to get me to get a job which is impossible anyway.
It's so horrible to be alive. I hope I don't have to be here much more.

[Fuzzybear]

[Skeezyks]

[Sunflower123]

I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. You are struggling so. I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better but I do support you and I am here if you need to talk. Is it possible your dad is trying to get you out of this depression by getting you up and out? I agree, sometimes the only thing you can do is to comfort yourself and go to bed. I hope you start feeling better soon.

[MatBell]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. You are struggling so. I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better but I do support you and I am here if you need to talk. Is it possible your dad is trying to get you out of this depression by getting you up and out? I agree, sometimes the only thing you can do is to comfort yourself and go to bed. I hope you start feeling better soon.

Yes I know he's trying to help, but it can overwhelm me. Everything I'm supposed to do can be too much. And I think he'll be angry with me if I don't do 110% all the time. I just hope I'll be in a better place soon where I can be happier