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Old Sep 29, 2007, 07:25 AM
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Seems today, I have lost my friends. Everything seems heavy and alone. I ask myself where am I or if I even exist. I so far have not found an answer or maybe it is one I do not want to hear at this time. The morning seemed to come early and my head is dizzy from both fear and questions coming from somewhere within. Is there anyone here? Can anyone hear me? Maybe it is just me--maybe it is just inside--either way it is real for us. I sure could use a hug today. Thank you already.

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Old Sep 29, 2007, 07:37 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((( camilion ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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I'm right here with you my friend.....far away physically, but close to you in my heart.

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Old Sep 29, 2007, 07:53 AM
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((Camilion)) Take care.
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I cannot find a friend.................................. ........................ (((((((((((((((((( camilion )))))))))))))))) I cannot find a friend.................................. ........................

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you will find many friends here along with me too and to help you overcome what it is that is in your way of life.
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Old Sep 29, 2007, 12:49 PM
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major major huggies.. your friend,, me... is always here for you... I cannot find a friend.................................. ........................ I cannot find a friend.................................. ........................
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Old Sep 29, 2007, 07:13 PM
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Hope you are feeling a bit better. Many hugs to you. This forum is filled with people who care about you, me included.
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Old Sep 29, 2007, 07:32 PM
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Old Sep 30, 2007, 07:11 AM
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Thinking of you (((((((((((((((((( camilion ))))))))))))))))))
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Old Sep 30, 2007, 11:43 AM
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Thank you all so much. My heart today is heavy and I cannot find the words to say except that I know you are there. Please know that I cherish each one of you and that I am reaching right out and taking each hand and hanging on with all I have. I have alot of pulling going on and I am reaching an opposite way of the pulling which makes it feel more difficult. I love you all so much and I thank you all so much.

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Old Sep 30, 2007, 03:23 PM
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Grab hold of my hand and we will be safe together. Very gentle hugs.

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(((((camilion))))) know that i am with you my friend. you will never be alone and your cries will not fall on deaf ears. i hear you and i hold you close. you are always in my thoughts and in my prayers. i love you doll!!!

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Old Sep 30, 2007, 10:47 PM
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Thank you bb and know that I am grabbing hold. I feel everything slipping away. I am scared right now. I love you.

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Old Sep 30, 2007, 10:49 PM
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(((((recluse)))))

Thank you for being there and listening. It feels alone and deafening right now. Very loud inside and out. I sit quietly beside you and just rest. Thank you for your friendship and love. I love you too my friend. I am listening very closely.

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