[MtnTime2896]

I tried. I tried so damn hard and with everything I had. There's no hope for me. No medication, no form of therapy and nothing close to resembling an epiphany.

My secrets, my pain and my memories will rest, buried, under six feet of guilt and suppressed with two and a half tons of shame.

I just have to wait for that right time.

[Fuzzybear]

I reject that shame with all of my being

For today I have hope (I often don't ) and I hope for today I can carry you with that hope

[Sunflower123]

I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. Please hang in there. It will get better. Sending big hugs.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

Originally Posted by Só leigheas

I tried. I tried so damn hard and with everything I had. There's no hope for me. No medication, no form of therapy and nothing close to resembling an epiphany.

My secrets, my pain and my memories will rest, buried, under six feet of guilt and suppressed with two and a half tons of shame.

I just have to wait for that right time.

Whenever you feel safe enough to do so, you can pm me or im me and talk about your past. Getting those things aired can help, especially if you do so with someone who can relate to the pain. Don't worry about triggering me. That won't happen. Just talk about what you feel you can.

I hope you are doing well today.

*hugs*

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm sorry you feel so hopeless. I can't blame you. Please, don't put yourself down this way - it's not your fault, there's no need to feel ashamed.

Hope you'll be able to hang on. Many people love you and respect you, even though it may be hard to see it right now