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Oct 15, 2007 at 06:29 AM
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inwardly I'm screaming
let me out too much dreaming I need to shout. This prison is killing me inside my head why can't I see can't hide in bed. Please give me strength to go on today to go the length help me to stay. cant tell anyone how I feel they'll be mad at me I'm on a wheel that spins and turns tortures my mind my stomach churns i can't unwind. head is bad I need tlc the chance I had is evading me. have to be sane or I'll lose them all if my family see my pain I know I'll fall.... sobbing, Kerry  
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Oct 15, 2007 at 09:27 AM
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 What are your plans for today? Do you have someone to call for support (((jinnyann))) ?? __________________ |
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Oct 15, 2007 at 11:25 AM
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((((((jinny))))))) i am sorry you are feeling so badly. and even more sorry that you aren't allowed to have feelings in your home and don't have better support there. but you do have us here and you can cry, you can rant, you can scream, whatever you need to do. i am here and i am listening.
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Oct 15, 2007 at 01:17 PM
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jinnyann(((((hugs))))))))
I hear what your saying.....I am here if you want to talk......I may not have all the answers, but I can listen....... |
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Oct 15, 2007 at 05:24 PM
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I went to see my pdoc today. She let me sit and sob and said it was ok to feel like this. She said it is going to take a long time to get over all the trauma I have faced. She also said I am yearning for the maternal love I never received from my mum, she told me to do what makes me feel safe, what comforts me and that it's the little girl inside of me that is coming to the surface, I have to look after her. She has been through the same herself. She told me that when I am needy it is the little girl in me, when I am angry or triggered the little girl again, I told this to my husband, he may understand a little more and not use the words that trigger me.
I feel a little better, I just need to sleep. Thankyou for you rreplies, Love you all so much, thankyou for being here for me Jinny xx |
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Oct 15, 2007 at 11:42 PM
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Oct 16, 2007 at 05:21 AM
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(((((((((((wickedwings)))))))))))
thankyou, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxxo |
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