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Nov 23, 2017, 02:46 AM
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They're just drama-filled and fake. Something bad always happens and no one can smile unless they're wasted, which only lasts a short while before it turns into yet another fight.
This year, I'm especially put off. It's an anniversary of crap I don't want to remember, one of the two people I cared to see won't be showing and I also get a nice kick in the face because I'm unwelcome at my fiance's family's. I might get to see him for an hour at my dad's before he has to leave. I don't know if it's the stress or what, but I've been almost entirely unable to eat for the past four days without feeling sick. And here I am, whining and *****ing pointlessly. I'm so freaking pathetic. Why do I wake up in the morning? Why do I care to go to a holiday I hate? Why am I still breathing?
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#2
Nov 23, 2017, 07:14 AM
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#3
Nov 23, 2017, 08:41 AM
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Better to make people mad than make yourself depressed.
Do what you want, and don’t force yourself to conform to expectations. |
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#4
Nov 23, 2017, 11:27 AM
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Today has been hard for me too.
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#5
Nov 23, 2017, 12:00 PM
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It seems like there's so much emphasis on being happy with the holidays and being with family. For so many, getting together with family is stressful. I read all kinds of articles about it, but it seems like I'm the only one who would dread being with family. I hear so many people at work telling me what a great time they're going to have being with family. I wonder if it's really like that?
I personally always liked Thanksgiving. I enjoyed it when I was with my family in the past. My family has dissolved as of now and that's too bad. I have enjoyed Thanksgiving just being by myself, although by the time I eat, I feel a sense of emptiness. I have spent some Thanksgivings with other families and I hated it. Never again! Christmas is hard for me. It was hard for me being with my family and even harder being alone. I never had to deal with in-laws so I wouldn't know what that would be like. |
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#6
Nov 23, 2017, 02:54 PM
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Thinking of you, So (and all).
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#7
Nov 23, 2017, 02:58 PM
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((((( So leigheas )))))
I’m thinking of you 
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#8
Nov 23, 2017, 06:45 PM
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Holidays are hard. I tend to joke about christmas and say I’m a scrooge. Really it is just too painful to enjoy.
I can see why this year would he especially difficult for you. I hopeyou are at least getting lots of doggy cuddles
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Nov 24, 2017, 12:21 PM
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I got to spend a good amount of time with my puppy and cat. That helped me through. Don't know what I would've done without them there.
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#10
Nov 24, 2017, 12:29 PM
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Well done for getting through it
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