I have reasons not to be here

I wander to myself and ask why I should be here? I have many reasons why. I'm mostly alone to myself. I'm surprised I still have made it so far. Not a lot of people talk to me. I can't do things that most normal people can't do. I'm way limited with my social skills and I don't know. Sometimes I just want to go. I should have died in my sleep. I feel like I'm not wanted here. If I died, I won't be missed. I should have died years ago. Yes, I'm a piece of s**t. I get it. now just let me die. If God or whoever will let me.....

You matter. I want you to know more than anything that you matter. It may not always feel like it. Depression tells us nasty lies. I know what its like to want to be done with it, but I promise you it can and will get better. If you need a friend, I'm here.

I would miss you!

Look, I’ve been there. Things change. Really, they do.

I’ve learned some things about you in the game forum—you are young, and there are so many things you’ve yet to experience! So much life ahead, and you are a beautiful person, warm, and kind. You have a place in this world, and you are just exactly who you’re supposed to be and you have what you need to be what you want in this world

Happycheeks

Happy Cheeks

You have many reasons to be here. Many good ones, too.