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Dec 31, 2017, 04:51 PM
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Its dec.31, about 11pm. im home alone, (well, with parents but i isolated myself in my room). my only friend dumped me tonight so i'll go out alone to let my parents believe i have a minimum of social life. but im alone. i'll get drunk in my car, maybe i'll get to see the fireworks, but this loneliness is heavy on me. especially since i've just quit therapy 2 days ago because... my T said things that hurt me and that i dont agree with and it was becoming a war and i chose to quit before it got too bad.... i have nobody, nobody knows, and nobody cares... I am a nobody.
im tired of life, of being alive... so tired. i dont see why i still alive... |
 acuphoria, Anonymous43456, Fuzzybear, Pasha, sadforever, Skeezyks, Sunflower123, Teddy Bear
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Dec 31, 2017, 05:05 PM
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you are you and you are important to us.
Please try to go to bed early (who cares if it is new years eve) and wake up early and go for a hike. Embrace the new year for what it is. Please keep on fighting.
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[B]'Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always.' |
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Dec 31, 2017, 05:05 PM
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
| sinking, Sunflower123
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#4
Dec 31, 2017, 05:13 PM
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You are somebody. You are important. You matter. Don't let anyone tell you anything else.
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| Sunflower123
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#5
Dec 31, 2017, 05:21 PM
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THANKS EVERYONE.
I know i still have my parents, but except for them nobody else would care whether im alive or not... and me... i wouldnt want to be still alive, i dont want this life. I really dont. |
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#6
Dec 31, 2017, 05:45 PM
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I don't have an answer but, I'm glad you're here. I need someone too.
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| Anonymous50909, Sunflower123
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#7
Dec 31, 2017, 06:19 PM
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Its over already... i was so numb... didnt even enjoy being drunk...
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| Pasha, Sunflower123
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#8
Dec 31, 2017, 07:33 PM
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I wish you all a better New Year!
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#9
Dec 31, 2017, 08:16 PM
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Just thinking more....
Nobody takes me seriously, they never have. Cause its easier... or maybe they think i dont have the right to be serious or to be taken seriously.... i just always have to fight to be taken seriously...show them i mean what i say... why words are never enough? |
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Jan 01, 2018, 02:59 PM
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Jan 01, 2018, 03:34 PM
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I feel like a nobody too. This life can be so lonely. If it wasn’t for my dog I would be alone everyday. I have a therapist, but I keep doubting if she really cares about me. Why does it have to hurt being alive?
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| Sunflower123
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