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I couldn't deal with all the pressures of private practice..
I had to go back to the clinics and hospitals...
where the higher ups said TALK LESS AND GIVE MORE DRUGS..
what a high stress life...I only worked halftime...
Dear L.T. I am so sorry you are having a hard time. I hope things get better for you soon!!!
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I couldn't deal with all the pressures of private practice..
I had to go back to the clinics and hospitals...
where the higher ups said TALK LESS AND GIVE MORE DRUGS..
what a high stress life...I only worked halftime...
Thanks as always for sharing your experiences, little turtle

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desiree what is your vitamin d level....

I don't know little turtle. But my bones and muscles are very strong, a bit too strong for a woman.
 
 
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I don't know little turtle. But my bones and muscles are very strong, a bit too strong for a woman.

I just saw an article in the /british journal of psychiatry /February 2013/ by
dr Rebecca anglin....it showed an association between depression and low vitamin d...
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I am really unhappy with doctors and their drugs....me included..
they want me to stay on celexa for life...it is not working any longer..
I want to find more natural ways to deal with my depression..
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I am really unhappy with doctors and their drugs....me included..
they want me to stay on celexa for life...it is not working any longer..
I want to find more natural ways to deal with my depression..

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I just saw an article in the /british journal of psychiatry /February 2013/ by
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this morning I felt awful when I woke up...I wanted valium...but I waited a little...
I had my morning cup of coffee and it really changed my mood for the better...
also I was talking to my wife about the problems we each have...it was good...
I realized that I never was a guy that was going to the very top...I thought I was...
but I was wrong....my breakdowns seemed to happen when I was the most successful..i think I expected too much of myself...I really am a second stringer...
I am not a take charge leader type...

I am happy coming to grips with this insight...it will help me...thanks for listening..
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this morning I felt awful when I woke up...I wanted valium...but I waited a little...
I had my morning cup of coffee and it really changed my mood for the better...
also I was talking to my wife about the problems we each have...it was good...
I realized that I never was a guy that was going to the very top...I thought I was...
but I was wrong....my breakdowns seemed to happen when I was the most successful..i think I expected too much of myself...I really am a second stringer...
I am not a take charge leader type...

I am happy coming to grips with this insight...it will help me...thanks for listening..
I don't know if that was what brough me down, but I was as far as I could go in nursing in the emergency room. I had tried to go back to school to get higher in my nursing, but I was required to take a advanced math class that I couldn't get through. It has all changed from when I was young. I tried twice before I gave up, and realized it wasn't going to be.
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I don't know if that was what brough me down, but I was as far as I could go in nursing in the emergency room. I had tried to go back to school to get higher in my nursing, but I was required to take a advanced math class that I couldn't get through. It has all changed from when I was young. I tried twice before I gave up, and realized it wasn't going to be.


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I just took a 5 mg valium....I am realizing how I got myself into so much stress...
I am feeling more kindly toward myself....I failed miserably according to what I expected....I was going to be the top psychiatrist in town...I broke down to be a suicidal guy in bed....but here I am at 87 yo and still talking about life...

I must say that the world out there doesn't look very nice...not only are people killing each other but who knows what nature has in store...but we can do some things to be happier...I am still trying...

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gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Why does life suck so much....

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this morning I felt awful when I woke up...I wanted valium...but I waited a little...
I had my morning cup of coffee and it really changed my mood for the better...
also I was talking to my wife about the problems we each have...it was good...
I realized that I never was a guy that was going to the very top...I thought I was...
but I was wrong....my breakdowns seemed to happen when I was the most successful..i think I expected too much of myself...I really am a second stringer...
I am not a take charge leader type...

I am happy coming to grips with this insight...it will help me...thanks for listening..
I felt more awful than my “usual” today...

I’m definitely not a “leader” - never wanted to be

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I’m going to try to “feel better” now, coffee and berries

(None of that “magic medication” to make me “feel better”)

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I just took a 5 mg valium....I am realizing how I got myself into so much stress...
I am feeling more kindly toward myself....I failed miserably according to what I expected....I was going to be the top psychiatrist in town...I broke down to be a suicidal guy in bed....but here I am at 87 yo and still talking about life...

I must say that the world out there doesn't look very nice...not only are people killing each other but who knows what nature has in store...but we can do some things to be happier...I am still trying...
I’ve just deleted 3 posts in this thread...

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gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Why does life suck so much....


most people are just following junk leaders...
people are doing a lot of hateful things...
nature can cause some very bad things for us..
and I don't like people dying...and suffering..
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most people are just following junk leaders...
people are doing a lot of hateful things...
nature can cause some very bad things for us..
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I am very sensitive....I don't like seeing people being hurt or sick...
I am very sensitive to what my wife is saying about me...
I'm an empath so I can relate. I can walk through a crowd and feel each and every emotion that the people there are feeling. It is overwhelming. That's why I rarely go to parties or where there are large crowds, unless I can shield myself. I can understand and empathize with our sensitivity, little turtle.

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Hi little turtle,

This depression and anxiety is worse ... I wasn’t expecting this latest occurance

There are too many mean people who pretend to care... too many scary things ..

And I’m just a fuzzy bear

I wish I didn’t have to consult any medics irl, it isn’t only me who they don’t help in this forest

They treat us as if we have no value.. and then when scary medical stuff happens.. we “just have to deal with it” - of course

Even though we don’t even want to be on this planet at all

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