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I can't bare each second that I am awake . I try to sleep as much as I can so that I won't be awake. I'm not doing self care or keeping my place clean. I can't motivate myself. I hate that I exist. I have no purpose. I am no help to anyone . I just want to die
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I feel like this often. I hope you will hang on and will keep reaching out. Is it time for a med change/adjustment? What helps? Please take good care of yourself. ![]() WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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![]() Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg ![]() |
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#5
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Hang in there cryingontheinside, you're not alone in your sufferings, believe me. Keep reaching out please, every little bit helps.
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You might not realize it, but your presence here is of help to all those who recognize that they are/have been through the same feelings with what is likely the most lonely of illnesses.
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#7
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I just want to die. I will never get through this
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It’s so hard. People here understand that. Just try to get by bit by bit. Keep talking here or to a friend or therapist.
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Hi. I just wanted you to know I struggle in those areas as well - at least once a day, anyway. Would you like to post what's going on for you cryingontheinside? Maybe the members here can help you to feel a bit better within yourself. I've always had hope that things can improve and although it seems like an endless struggle, improvements do happen and, in fact, some people even beat depression altogether. That's telling me something.
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Okay, I just realized you already have another thread discussing your situation. Sending out support and encouragement to you.
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You do have a purpose you just haven't found it yet. I'm 30 years old and I'm just finishing college and in a position to be promoted. However before I flunked out of college. I was fired from a job because of behavioral issues. I was suicidal at two different times in my life. The only reason why I didn't go through with it was because someone told me my life was worth it. Life is going to be hard. Sometimes it's going to be hell. But you have to believe your life mean something and it does.
Last edited by SweetButterfly; Apr 21, 2018 at 09:51 PM. Reason: Double word |
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A change is as good as a Holliday. So many possibilities awaits you.
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*hugs* please keep fighting and hopefully this feeling will pass for you soon! I wish I had the words to help you but know you're not alone in your struggles and we are all here for you xxx
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Hugs to you . It's horrible isn't it . It's so painful
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