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Old Apr 21, 2018, 12:38 PM
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I can't bare each second that I am awake . I try to sleep as much as I can so that I won't be awake. I'm not doing self care or keeping my place clean. I can't motivate myself. I hate that I exist. I have no purpose. I am no help to anyone . I just want to die
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 04:18 PM
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 04:23 PM
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(((((( cryingontheinside ))))))

I feel like this often.
I hope you will hang on and will keep reaching out. Is it time for a med change/adjustment? What helps?

Please take good care of yourself.

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Old Apr 21, 2018, 05:02 PM
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hope this awful feeling passes soon.
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 05:29 PM
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Hang in there cryingontheinside, you're not alone in your sufferings, believe me. Keep reaching out please, every little bit helps.
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 07:06 PM
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I am no help to anyone.
You might not realize it, but your presence here is of help to all those who recognize that they are/have been through the same feelings with what is likely the most lonely of illnesses.
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 07:49 PM
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You might not realize it, but your presence here is of help to all those who recognize that they are/have been through the same feelings with what is likely the most lonely of illnesses.
I just want to die. I will never get through this
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 08:28 PM
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I just want to die. I will never get through this
It’s so hard. People here understand that. Just try to get by bit by bit. Keep talking here or to a friend or therapist.
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 08:30 PM
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Hi. I just wanted you to know I struggle in those areas as well - at least once a day, anyway. Would you like to post what's going on for you cryingontheinside? Maybe the members here can help you to feel a bit better within yourself. I've always had hope that things can improve and although it seems like an endless struggle, improvements do happen and, in fact, some people even beat depression altogether. That's telling me something.
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 08:50 PM
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Okay, I just realized you already have another thread discussing your situation. Sending out support and encouragement to you.
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Old Apr 21, 2018, 09:49 PM
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You do have a purpose you just haven't found it yet. I'm 30 years old and I'm just finishing college and in a position to be promoted. However before I flunked out of college. I was fired from a job because of behavioral issues. I was suicidal at two different times in my life. The only reason why I didn't go through with it was because someone told me my life was worth it. Life is going to be hard. Sometimes it's going to be hell. But you have to believe your life mean something and it does.

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Old Apr 21, 2018, 10:48 PM
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A change is as good as a Holliday. So many possibilities awaits you.

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Old Apr 22, 2018, 01:34 PM
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*hugs* please keep fighting and hopefully this feeling will pass for you soon! I wish I had the words to help you but know you're not alone in your struggles and we are all here for you xxx
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Old Apr 22, 2018, 02:03 PM
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I can't bare each second that I am awake . I try to sleep as much as I can so that I won't be awake. I'm not doing self care or keeping my place clean. I can't motivate myself. I hate that I exist. I have no purpose. I am no help to anyone . I just want to die
I feel the same way. If it weren't for my pets I would be gone. Feel like my life is over.
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Old Apr 22, 2018, 04:50 PM
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I feel the same way. If it weren't for my pets I would be gone. Feel like my life is over.
Hugs to you . It's horrible isn't it . It's so painful
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