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Old Apr 18, 2018, 12:09 PM
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I've lost my boyfriend, I've lost my friends, I have no one left. I have nothing left. I have no job due to my ever expanding anxiety. Sooner or later I'll run out of money and then what?
I've been so utterly depressed lately, everyday I cry and cry and cry.
Do you ever feel like you've messed up your life so much that there's just no changing things? Like no matter what you do from here nothing will be the same.
And sometimes I don't feel like myself, like I've been put in the wrong place with the wrong life and the wrong family. Everything is just wrong.
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Old Apr 18, 2018, 03:19 PM
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Have no one to talk to so i'll leave this here
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Old Apr 18, 2018, 03:33 PM
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Do you see a pdoc for meds?
Is it time for a med adjustment/change?
Do you see a T?

Do you socialize at all, with family or anyone?

I am sorry you are going through so much!
Keep reaching out!


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Old Apr 18, 2018, 04:07 PM
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Do you ever feel like you've messed up your life so much that there's just no changing things? Like no matter what you do from here nothing will be the same.
Oh yes. I've been there & to some degree, I'm not that far from there right now. What I can say, is that something kept me going & sometimes the losses in life give you a perspective & a path that you'd likely never otherwise have considered.
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Old Apr 18, 2018, 06:05 PM
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Do you see a pdoc for meds?
Is it time for a med adjustment/change?
Do you see a T?

Do you socialize at all, with family or anyone?

I am sorry you are going through so much!
Keep reaching out!


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Old Apr 19, 2018, 01:07 PM
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I've lost my boyfriend, I've lost my friends, I have no one left. I have nothing left. I have no job due to my ever expanding anxiety. Sooner or later I'll run out of money and then what?
I've been so utterly depressed lately, everyday I cry and cry and cry.
Do you ever feel like you've messed up your life so much that there's just no changing things? Like no matter what you do from here nothing will be the same.
And sometimes I don't feel like myself, like I've been put in the wrong place with the wrong life and the wrong family. Everything is just wrong.
I am sometimes unsure whether the decisions I ever made are right or not
But one thing to keep me standing is the acknowledgement that the decisions I made are mine and no one else's
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 01:12 PM
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I'm so sorry you feel this badly..
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 01:15 PM
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I am sometimes unsure whether the decisions I ever made are right or not
But one thing to keep me standing is the acknowledgement that the decisions I made are mine and no one else's
Oh who am I kidding?
My decisions are always horrible and I just don't know what to do...
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