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Apr 23, 2018, 11:52 PM
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It's been a few months since intensive outpatient, I'm on the verge of going in again. I've had thoughts of sui, only not passive thoughts. I'm pertrified, that I will have to go back, I'm no good to my clients right now. I just have to hope this passes and the protective measures help. I won't be officially alone. But I haven't told anyone IRL. I may have to use the crisis line for DBT coaching, but if I say something wrong then they could recommend the ER or worse call the cops. I had 4 cops come to my home one time. I don't want that again. I'm really scared. Thanks for reading.
Theses are just thoughts, I don't have to act on them but still. |
 Anonymous44144, Fuzzybear, marvin_pa, MickeyCheeky, Shazerac, Wild Coyote
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Apr 24, 2018, 12:03 AM
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It’s been a long time since I’ve had similar thoughts; I pray you can gain peace,clarity and find no need for serious assistance. I too was dx with BPD I’m much better now after going through therapy with EMDR.
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Apr 24, 2018, 07:46 AM
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Sorry you are feeling so bad right now.
 Please do whatever you can to help yourself ride this out. 
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Apr 24, 2018, 09:46 AM
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So far after waking up I feel a bit better but will it stay in that direction?
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Apr 24, 2018, 10:05 AM
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Keep us updated. Do what's best for you.
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Apr 24, 2018, 12:37 PM
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Bad news my car needs fixed and I still want sui. I wish things were different. I don't have the money for the fix but it's the drive belt.
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| Anonymous44144
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Apr 30, 2018, 12:21 AM
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Guess what?!?! My car is fixed and I still have money!! I have a job interview on Thursday, I'm secretly hoping I get the job. It's a good opportunity for me to be a BCaBA, or at least an RBT. This all means working with those that have autism and related disorders. I have the compassion, and some education, I can do this!!
That's the most positive I've been about this since applying for disability. Maybe the denial letter will do me some good. |
| Anonymous44144, Candy1955, Shazerac
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Apr 30, 2018, 11:03 AM
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Great news
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg
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