Acknowledgement

So this is the final dissolution of the friendship.

She scheduled us for deletion without consulting me.

She doesn’t want to be in contact with me because, let’s speculate:
- she saw my self harm scars
- I’m Americanized and a traitor (in reality painfully acculturated)
- I value my independence and am loyal only to myself. I don’t have family values and don’t allow people to say I can’t do things.

Well I don’t know what she’s really thinking but she triggers me and makes me feel pain. I couldn’t muster warm feelings for her if I tried. What I learned from our falling out is that she is extremely insecure, dependent, and a hypocrite.

Finally she is only a distant memory. She’s fading away in my eyes.

No feedback or advice wanted or needed. I’m simply planting this here to acknowledge the end. Please don’t move this to the relationship forum, I’ve adjusted my preferences so I don’t see that forum. Thanks!