[objtrbit]

I just got out of being baker acted last week, destroyed
A hospital vomit bucket kicking it....
"Major Depressive Disorder with psychotic features, annnnd borderline they are saying.

I've been so dedicated to knowing where my emotions come, it's frustrating now lol. "Being out of control", or my lack of willpower all of a sudden anger wise.

So I gotta have fun, delusions suck, but at least it was fun:
Had "a" delusion, I thought Hollywood Undead and ICP were talking to me through spotify in a secret meeting with all the world leaders 🤣

Had delusions that some people I won't mention were trying to kill me 24/7. I classified 'em as "Persecutory type delusions" and now I feel lonely because I cannot feel them anymore.... :/

[raf_edd]

Delusions that famous people talk to me via broadcast and that some girls want me. Pretty sick of this ****, but I know why it happened and I'm working on fighting it.

[objtrbit]

Originally Posted by raf_edd

Delusions that famous people talk to me via broadcast and that some girls want me. Pretty sick of this ****, but I know why it happened and I'm working on fighting it.

Oh wow, I'm glad I don't get dating confusion delusions, that sounds miserably hard

[MtnTime2896]

Favorite delusion? It'd probably have to be when I was "solving" the innerworkings of the universe. Looking back, nothing really made sense, but during it I felt like I was atoning for my sins and that felt good. If it wasn't for the "I have to die to save everyone", I probably would've been pretty happy for a while. That whole suicide thing kinda ruins the fun, though.

I had the same delusions. Now I miss my voices. At least I had someone to talk to. They would talk me back when I would give them response in my head.