[MtnTime2896]

My mind escaped me last night. The birds swam through my synopses and fish flew through my frontal cortex. I tried to cry, my tear ducts were so very, very dry. I called out to my silence and my silence was quiet in return. The blackness still has a hold on my soul, or at least the essence that keeps me alive, though not breathing. I don't breathe anymore, there's simply no time for it. Alone. Alone in this panic and without oxygen, I inhale the taste of defeat. Don't let the water in, don't give the birds a chance to swim, is what you tell me. But choices are for the strong. I am captive. In captivity, the birds will swim. And the fish will fly. Alone. Alone my essence dies under the darkness, which whom is thriving. Thriving in my bones. Please burn me and let the darkness go.

[MickeyCheeky]

Beautiful prose, but I'm worried for your well-being.

[Fuzzybear]

((((( So leigheas )))))
Beautiful writing.. I’m worried for your wellbeing too my friend
(I wish I could write like that, then maybe they (nobody here) wouldn’t “hate” me )

[MtnTime2896]

I appreciate that, Mickey. I'm just sort of here. Hoping I can keep it together for my plans today.

[MtnTime2896]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

((((( So leigheas )))))
Beautiful writing.. I’m worried for your wellbeing too my friend
(I wish I could write like that, then maybe they (nobody here) wouldn’t “hate” me )

((((Fuzzybear))))

This thread got me worried... I hope things get better and you recover.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((( So leigheas )))))))