When i reminisce ignorance was bliss,

Back in the days where the magic exist

Never be the same as it was, 'cuz the way it was
Just another day in the maze of a myth
Had a lot of fun living life on the run,

Never had a chance to pause to get a better glance
Everything was free and everything was fast
Never even thought it wouldn't last
When you go the mind of a man in the middle
Life is just a big fat riddle,

so figure it out

Always thinking that you know

Everything little thing there is to know
But you don't really know, ya know?

It's like love, some people get it
For some it's just a glove that just never fitted
For me it's just a pain in the ***

But i'm addicted to the taste of hopin' it could last

...

Maybe i'm a target for people that are bitter

At least i can say that i've never been a quitter

I remember high school, man i hated high school

It was like prison with bullies always putting me down

Just a little skater boy they could pick on

I learned to forgive'em, now i got the balls they can lick on
I loved sneakin' out when my mom was asleep

With my gothic girlfriend makin' love in the creek
With the mind of a man in the middle

It could be the end of the world as we know it

Still i never want it all, and i never want it now
I just want to cruise, if i loose then i'll figure it out
How the times flies, even with the blink of an eye

When you're young you absorb like a sponge in disguise
Then you get a little older and gather your thoughts

It's amazing what you learn When you've never been taught, ya know?

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I used to listen to the song Lonely World a lot in my childhood. As I have grown older and gathered my thoughts, it's really amazing.

I was never taught fluent English, yet I speak it. I was never taught how to use computers, yet I have a fair chunk of knowledge about it. I was never taught to analyze people, yet here I am, good at reading minds.


I am still young. But I am so lonely. Ever since childhood, I wanted to be in a "safe" and warm environment, like you know, the Brotherhood of Steel bunkers in Fallout New Vegas. I don't like admitting this but sometimes I feel safe when I am isolated.

Now as I was reading AspiringDocsDiaries, I came to know there's a thing in medical college called 'standardized patients' where doctors in med school act like patients and we get to diagnose them. I was instantly reminded of safety and warmth of med school. Getting to gain skills that are utmost beneficial to only you but also the people around you.

I wish to get into med school ASAP. It'll be my only rescue. Or I will lose whatever that is remaining of my mind.

[ShadowGX]

Mhm, isolation is safe because then no one can hurt you... But man does it suck sometimes to be so lonely.

Lol medicine is like bargaining with Dormammu.

You get to save earth and yourself but you'll need to create a time loop first.