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Oct 08, 2018, 05:10 PM
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Im depressed, i feel like crying, screaming, detaching myself from my skin, blood everywhere...
I feel guilty for having my feelings. On the other hand, i blame others for having theirs. Punishment never seems enough when i do know its enough. Im going to show them i was right. It makes me so so sad for them. Id like to help them but i cant. Id love to give them all they want, need, wish, but i cant. And im deceiving everyone. Im going to hurt them so much, but i cant go on like this. It will take months, its getting closer, im doing my steps, so at the end, it will come and i feel so guilty for then, for now and for the past. I want to switch off everything. Being gone, lost, dust... I dont want to face any of this |
 CF17, Fuzzybear, MickeyCheeky, mote.of.soul, MtnTime2896, SlumberKitty, Sunflower123
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#2
Oct 08, 2018, 05:38 PM
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(((Sinking))) I'm sorry you aren't feeling good.
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| MickeyCheeky, sinking
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#3
Oct 08, 2018, 07:21 PM
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(((((Hugs))))). I’m sorry you are struggling. Sending big hugs and supportive vibes.
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| MickeyCheeky, sinking
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#4
Oct 09, 2018, 10:08 AM
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Thanks.
I feel so defeated. Is there really anything or anybody that can help me? meds help, but they make me no me, so its not a real help to me but it gives out another healthier copy of me. Me? No hope, no help for ME |
| MickeyCheeky, MtnTime2896
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#5
Oct 09, 2018, 10:23 AM
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 The one that's struggling so badly with MI is not the "real" you. You have much more to give to the world, but you can't see it right now because of the illness. Please, keep that in mind 
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#6
Oct 09, 2018, 10:39 AM
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(((((((( hugs )))))))
__________________
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| MickeyCheeky, sinking
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#7
Oct 09, 2018, 10:54 AM
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SHing also helps, is that ME too?
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| Fuzzybear, MickeyCheeky, MtnTime2896
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#8
Oct 09, 2018, 11:04 AM
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It's piece of you, sure. But the thing is, the SH and MI are only small aspects of who you are. There's a lot to you that's still to be discovered. Does talking here help at all?
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"Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity." |
| MickeyCheeky, sinking
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#9
Oct 10, 2018, 01:30 PM
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Yes it helps. im just very very out of my mind these days
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| MtnTime2896
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