[hrsn4fun]

I feel so alone inside. On the outside I should be fine. I live with family, am going through a divorce (moved in with family as a result of the divorce), see a therapist once a week, and am on Social Security Disability, see a psychiatrist every 4 - 6 weeks. I don't venture out of the house much. I have been sleeping pretty much all day for the past 4 or 5 days. I feel lonely. But yet I have things to do. I am not doing them. I am not doing any self care. I am not hungry but yet I over eat. What the hell is wrong with me? oh, and I am not taking all of my meds. I am supposed to take a lot of meds, not all for mental stuff.
What is wrong. Besides me being a waste of a body.

I'm sorry you feel so alone. This definitely sounds like you are depressed. We all try to help, I'm low in my energy but I didn't want you to feel so alone. This is a good place to be when you feel this way. Please feel free to write as much as you need to. Sometimes just getting it out of your mind and knowing someone is listening can help. You are not a waste. Go to a doctor if you feel you need professional help with your medication and self care, let them know what is going on please

[Fuzzybear]

[mote.of.soul]

Hi hrsn4fun,

Yes. You're obviously going through a difficult time at present with divorce and having to move in with family. It would be an emotional time. And with the depression, well, it's understandable that you'd be struggling. Please start taking your meds again regularly because every little bit helps, and keep reaching out as well so you don't feel so alone. From my experience depression really magnifies the feeling of loneliness unfortunately. Also, try to keep yourself busy, just little things to begin with, and you'll start to get your spirits back, you'll see. It's all a healing process really, hrsn4fun.

Hang in there, please.