[Fuzzybear]

What’s the one thing that keeps you alive and breathing.. ASIDE from “blood relatives” ... Medications - a definite NO for me... or pets. None of those are an option. I do however enjoy pictures of pets and animals

(Please, I don’t want unsolicited or “obvious” advice especially from anyone who has never posted to me before )

Living without reference to hope makes more sense to me than “moving forward” - I’ve moved forward many times and found some other sub optimal thing, often when least expected and sometimes when I was feeling something like hope and certainly gratitude and appreciation.. (somatic stuff mostly )

(Right now I have an alarming and triggering to me new symptom which is usually harmless... it apparently doesn’t need checking out with a “professional” - although if I hadn’t had the experiences I’ve had with professionals, I might have had it checked out anyway, over here they want us to “cope” with online resources or “just by getting on with it” and not their “support” and I would much rather do that than “waste” their time with my “over anxiousness” - if I die then that will be a bonus. Sorry
for that sarcasm, it’s actually how I feel though . And unfortunately this .. like my other stuff.. is not life threatening

Love to all (and this isn’t intended to be a downer.. it’s a genuine question although I’m guessing those with answers might hesitate to post

I think I already have the only answer for me anyway, it’s love and “as is” (as a couple of others have said)

So no replies needed. Thank you for reading my post if you got this far.