[cryingontheinside]

So much is going on and its all out of my control . I'm not coping well .

[MickeyCheeky]

((((cryingontheinside)))) I'm sorry you're struggling so much. Do you want to share more details?

[cryingontheinside]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

((((cryingontheinside)))) I'm sorry you're struggling so much. Do you want to share more details?

I do want to share but I'm always scared of being judged even though this is not a judgemental place

[Thirty shades]

You don't have to share cryingontheinside.

You are not alone here.

I had a bad week, guessing it won't end here either.

Big hug for you

I'm just trying to be kind to me today, not quite there yet but at least I have not been as cruel to myself as I was yesterday.

[cryingontheinside]

Originally Posted by Thirty shades

You don't have to share cryingontheinside.

You are not alone here.

I had a bad week, guessing it won't end here either.

Big hug for you

I'm just trying to be kind to me today, not quite there yet but at least I have not been as cruel to myself as I was yesterday.

Im sorry that you are having a bad time too. I struggle a lot with being kind to myself

[cryingontheinside]

I feel like such a bad person and i punish myself so much , not physically but self hatred etc . but deep down i know im a good person but im not able to like myself .

[Thirty shades]

Originally Posted by cryingontheinside

I feel like such a bad person and i punish myself so much , not physically but self hatred etc . but deep down i know im a good person but im not able to like myself .

I feel bad too. I know it is not true. This week was the first time I wanted to self harm but I managed to stop myself. I am worried now that next time, I will not be able to stop myself. I was incredibly cruel with my thoughts and did have a meltdown.

[MickeyCheeky]

((((cryingontheinside)))) You're a good person. I'm sorry you feel that way about yourself. But remember that you're worthy of love. Don't worry, you don't have to share if you don't want to - we'll care about you anyway.

[cryingontheinside]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

((((cryingontheinside)))) You're a good person. I'm sorry you feel that way about yourself. But remember that you're worthy of love. Don't worry, you don't have to share if you don't want to - we'll care about you anyway.

Its so long and complicated . it would be a very long post . i wish i had someone to tell or knew someone going through the same situation so we could talk through it together .
Thx for caring about me. I wish i knew how to love myself

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Thirty shades

I feel bad too. I know it is not true. This week was the first time I wanted to self harm but I managed to stop myself. I am worried now that next time, I will not be able to stop myself. I was incredibly cruel with my thoughts and did have a meltdown.

I know how you feel

Much love and hugs to all the warriors here...

[cryingontheinside]

Originally Posted by Thirty shades

I feel bad too. I know it is not true. This week was the first time I wanted to self harm but I managed to stop myself. I am worried now that next time, I will not be able to stop myself. I was incredibly cruel with my thoughts and did have a meltdown.

You can talk you me any time. I'm a good listener. I'm sorry you are having a hard time too

[Thirty shades]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I know how you feel

Much love and hugs to all the warriors here...

Thanks Fuzzy.

[cryingontheinside]

Things have gotten so much worse . i don't know what to do

[cryingontheinside]

I can't cope

[cryingontheinside]

I wish i could talk about the stuff that's going on but it would take a weak to write it and im scared to share it but i don't know why

[Mopey]

I have many times wanted, even prayed, to die, as has my beloved life partner. But you know what? I believe life keeps renewing. One of the worst things you can do is think. Let your mind go in the negative thoughts that other people who are idiots have put upon you.

If you can identify even a few things you can share, that you might possibly be comfortable sharing, it might help. You might be surprised how few people judge you.

See if you can identify something that sings to you, motivates you. For me it is beauty. Try to shut off the other thoughts. My blessings go with you.

[cryingontheinside]

You are right it is negative thoughts that mean people put on us . unfortunately it sticks .

I will try to ignore it but its so hard .

[cryingontheinside]

I phones the samaritans and it did help a bit . i spoke to a nice person .

[Thirty shades]

Sometimes when in so much pain, I try to remember that, I have got through it before and it does pass.

[Mopey]

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Originally Posted by cryingontheinside

I phones the samaritans and it did help a bit . i spoke to a nice person .

Thank god there are some out there. Hugs...

[captaineo]

I want to believe that we as support group can make a difference in each other’s lives and I hace found already special people in this group that have literally saved me. For that I am so grateful to you. You all are great and I wish you health and happiness. I still struggle a lot, I cry, sometimes I have to drag myself from the bed. But this group helps me to keep going.

Hugs, kisses and positive energy to you