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Old Feb 01, 2019, 03:42 PM
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The maternal unit was right. I kept making mistakes. And I still make mistakes. How dare I breathe the oxygen which should be for those who are deserving. This may come across as sarcastic, it isn’t. I learnt the lesson well... I really am “worth less” than other people. Someone .........even told me to “stop trying so hard” (and to consult a GP ) and this wasn’t an “enemy”, or not that I was aware of. (Long ago) But if I didn’t “try” ... well I would have died long ago.

(ETA I’m “disgusted” by all “my whining” )

I’m one of the few who can’t tolerate meds. The others, are strong...

all I’m left with are my words. Full of crap though they may be

Only those who are always kind, in every thought.... does such a person even exist? .... only those deserve to be helped when they need it.

And those who are .... oh I can’t bear to repeat more of the lies I’ve been told in this forest (irl)

I’ve encountered so many brick walls when trying to access help irl that I’m wounded, physically as well as emotionally


Does anyone really never have a less than kind thought? Never?

Of the many abusers in my life, some have accused me of “lying” .. ouch. But I’m “too honest”. (I’m not always “perfectly nice” and forgiving of cruelty and abuse ) I’m too “weak” to survive in this world full of humans where I don’t belong.

Please forgive me for “all the whining”

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Old Feb 01, 2019, 03:50 PM
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PS please no “tough love”. It doesn’t help me. (And it doesn’t “shut me up” either... although the parental units did succeed in silencing me ) Thank you to all the people here who are kind and thoughtful (you know who you are)
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 04:06 PM
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It takes strength to bare our souls here, or what’s left of our souls after all the abuse some of us have endured. That’s what I think anyway...
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 04:11 PM
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delete this fuzzy bear
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 04:15 PM
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You aren't whining, Fuzzy. You're dealing with so much pain and you need to let it out somehow. I'm here listening
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 04:31 PM
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...or what’s left of our souls...


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Old Feb 01, 2019, 04:39 PM
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Thank you, my friend. So leigheas
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 04:42 PM
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 04:44 PM
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...I'm here listening

Yes, same here. Don't delete please (((Fuzzybear))). Your voice and bears growl will always be as important as anyone's. Moreso.
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 04:46 PM
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Yes, same here. Don't delete please (((Fuzzybear))). Your voice and bears growl will always be as important as anyone's. Moreso.
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 05:19 PM
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Very welcome thanks (((Fuzzy))).

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Old Feb 01, 2019, 07:06 PM
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Fuzzy my dear friend, you speak our truth plain and simply....

The oxygen is here for us all to share...

Thank you for being here
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 09:39 PM
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You aren't whining, Fuzzy. You're dealing with so much pain and you need to let it out somehow. I'm here listening
Well said, So.

FuzzyBear

and Só leigheas



It's really bad right now isn't it?
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Old Feb 01, 2019, 10:16 PM
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I kept making mistakes. And I still make mistakes.
I ran across a quotation a few months ago, which I'll paraphrase here ....

That which is profound and beautiful cannot be ruined by mere mistakes.

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Old Feb 02, 2019, 11:26 AM
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I ran across a quotation a few months ago, which I'll paraphrase here ....

That which is profound and beautiful cannot be ruined by mere mistakes.

Beautiful Ceph, thank you

Much love to all in this thread
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Old Feb 02, 2019, 03:42 PM
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Aww, Fuzzy ...

Some wounds take forever (if ever) to heal, so ...

You let it out here as many times as you need to!

Just know that if I knew how to make it all better for those of us so deeply wounded, I certainly would!

You are never too much ... You are never a bother!

You certainly aren't stupid, and you mean a lot to this Pfrog!

You are heard, loved and cared about here!

Always!

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Old Feb 02, 2019, 03:56 PM
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Thank you Pfrog

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Aww, Fuzzy ...

Some wounds take forever (if ever) to heal, so ...

You let it out here as many times as you need to!

Just know that if I knew how to make it all better for those of us so deeply wounded, I certainly would!

You are never too much ... You are never a bother!

You certainly aren't stupid, and you mean a lot to this Pfrog!

You are heard, loved and cared about here!

Always!

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Old Feb 02, 2019, 04:18 PM
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