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#321
last night was so loud outside
gave me a bit of a headache (which thankfully is all ready going) I feel depressed today, but figure it has a lot to do with it being sunday I have never coped well with sundays. I don't know what it is about them, they just don't work for me |
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#322
I could have slept well last night but a few disturbances ruined a what could have been a good nights sleep. It didn't come from my downstairs neighbors, it came from the outside. I was surprised that I could have slept like I did considering what the day was like for me yesterday.
Feeling weird and slightly depressed this morning. I had applied to that apartment yesterday and now I'm feeling remorse about making a move. I'm scared and wondering if I'm making a terrible mistake. I plan to go to that area this morning to get a better look at it. No decision has been made yet by the apartment manager and me. |
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Enough of that! I walked around that area and stumbled into someone who was outside smoking. I spoke to him and he told me that he lives at that place. He likes it, he said. He said that it was very quiet and the neighbors are pretty nice, even though they keep to themselves. They are elderly and mostly single. That sounds like a much better fit for me than where I am now! Right now, I'm having a lot of anxiety about going back to work tomorrow. It's always hard to come back after being away for a week. |
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yesterday was a quieter night
it was really nice and apreciated, wasn't able to sleep- but I helped someone out on blah therapy and played an online game of cards (and fully got rid of my head ache, so I don't have any today) today I went to the shop to buy some energy drink and some sweets and feeling calm so far just going to finish here and catch up on some tv shows I recorded the new series of 8 out of 10 cats and I love that show |
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#326
Feeling Okay this morning. I slept a lot. I'm trying to get motivated to take a shower today. Tomorrow I see my GP. I have to fast. I want to have a stress free day. It's always hard when I have to fast cause I usually don't sleep well.
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#327
I woke up around 3:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. No one was to blame for it, I just got stirred up. I had anxiety about going back to work after a week off. Well I got back to work this morning and everything was OK. The guy who filled in for me did a great job. It was busy at work for me but it was a nice day emotionally. And having anxiety about that possible move, too.
I got thinking later on today that maybe I should just stay where I am for a while. Tonight I felt like I liked the place because it was quiet and no one bothered me in the pool area. But that could change as I had been through good times before and then it got awful. And then I got thinking would if things went wrong, like my health. If something catastrophic happened with my health, then I would lose all my money if I ended up in a rental. But then if I stayed, then I would have to go into reverse mortgage and probably use up all my money there. So I don't know which choice I'd be making that I would end up kidding myself. |
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#328
I overslept this morning and missed my appointment. I rescheduled for next week. I picked a later time. Having a difficult time getting motivated to do anything. I'm still sleepy.
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#329
I have been away from this forum for a while. At work now. Not feeling good, seem I must have suffered a relapsed in depression. Keep strong will be checking in depending on how I begin to feel better.
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I haven't posted in a bit, things have been crazy. I had another overdose last week and had to go to the hospital. My therapist won't see me again now until I get firmly into aoda treatment. The police are threatening to arrest my boyfriend over what happened. I feel like a complete wreck.
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#332
Fairly busy at work today. Well, it looks like it's about to happen. As of now it looks like I will be making a change from where I live. We'll see about tomorrow if it falls into place. If it doesn't fall into place, then there will be more time to try something else.
Been feeling stressed and anxious today. I'm not eating as much. Maybe that's a good thing for me. I want to lose a little weight. |
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Feeling sad, lonely, disappointed and tired this morning. I made a decision I'm not sure about. I feel bad about the decision. But maybe it will work out. All I can do is try.
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#334
Things are at a negotiating stage to sell my place now. I'm really hoping that a settlement can happen and put my mind at peace and, especially, move on from where I live now. I'm very anxious and have a fear that I'm going to blow it. It seems like I have blown so many great blessings that I had coming to me in the past. Please, not this time! A woman at my job has been a very good source of help to me on this. She was a seasoned Real Estate Agent in the past, so she knows it all. Except that she gets into some psychoanalysis with me, which I would rather do without. I'm very much aware of what my faults are.
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#335
perhaps the scarriest thing to come out of today, is the realisation that I've not listened to any type of music in 2 days, and since I'm someone who loves music, that's a pretty scary/ depressing thought
today was a pretty average day. nothing really bad happened, but then nothing really good happened either is it a little scary that a day of just going through the motions is thought of as a normal day for me? that's kinda depressing |
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#336
Having a nice and productive day. I've done things around the house and I went to the pharmacy. I even treated myself to Mexican.
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I slept all morning. I don't feel all that well. I want to keep sleeping.
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#339
I'm not doing well. I feel like I can't really get into a normal frame of mind. I feel like I need help. But I don't believe there is any help available that would actually help me.
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#340
yesterday after dinner I took a walk to the shopp
it was nice in the cool air, and rather quiet too baught some lucasade came home and watched young sheldon which was actually quite funny, for once in my life I enjoyed watching it (I don't often enjoy it, his voice annoys me) but the whole saga with the sandwich made me smile despite it being a quiet night without flashbacks I didn't get rest. back was far too painfull to lie down. today I am feeling horrible. it's the start of brittish summertime (well it's not, but it's what they say when the clocks go forward) I hate the longer hours of light, I hate the warmer weather, I hate the ****ing bugs because I'm alergic, from now until november life's basically a ****ing screw up |
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