[gemini0421]

second week of january heard the news about my brother who separated from his wife. Next day may partner confessed that she has another woman. i don't really know what to do and think, i just stayed inside my room and cried. for 4 days i was like that only. no food. only water. after 5 days im throwing up. im trying to eat but i will just vomit it. i experience hyperventilation as i was scared of i dont know why im so scared. maybe im scared of being left also. my partner reassure me of not leaving me, but still im thinking too much of that. i dont want to loose her. untill now im thinking of the same problem. my sister in law got mad at me because of what happened to her and my brother. and im feeling left now. im afraid of myself because im thinking of taking my life.

[Monticello]

Please, if you are afraid you might hurt your self call 911 or a suicide helpline. I can't answer your poll because I don't know you yet or your partner. Have you thought about couples counseling? For practical matters - ie: vomiting, you can try to treat yourself like you have stomach flu - small amounts of chicken broth and Gatorade every couple of hours.
I am sorry you are scared and hurting. You are a valuable human being just by being you.
Keep posting so we know how you are doing

[mountainstream]

I am also asking myself that question. I’m very sorry for your struggles.

[Thirty shades]

Stay strong

Take some time

Much love to you

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm so sorry you're struggling, gemini0421 Please don't hurt yourself. You have so much ore to give to this world. I understand your frustration and confusion. It's never easy to deal with this kind of stuff. You're definitely not alone in this. I agree with Monticello. Perhaps you could try couple counselling if your partner is willing to. That's just my opinion though. The final decision is up to you. You don't have to stay with this guy if you don't want. Take all the time you need. Take baby steps. Most importantly, stay safe and take care of yourself. Try to eat something if you can. Is there anyone IRL that you can reach out to? Any friends or family? I'm so sorry, please don't give up. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to vent here as much as you want. We'll listen to what you have to say. We care about you. Keep writing here if it helps. If you're feeling suicidal, call an hotline or go to an hospital. Your safety must be the priority. Please don't hurt yourself. You're a wonderful person and your life is valuable. Don't throw it all away. Take yourself some time before doing anything. Take a day, an hour, a week. Whathever you need to help you feel better. Try to find some distractions. Do you have any hobbies? What do you like to do in your free time? Anything that could help you distract you for a short while. Maybe try reading some books or watching some movies. Anything that could help you. Stay safe and take care of yourself. I'm so sorry, I wish I've had more advice to give to you. I know things seem pretty bad right now, but trust me when I say that they can get better. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. I'm here for you as well if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this

[pixielouwho]

Originally Posted by mountainstream

I am also asking myself that question. I’m very sorry for your struggles.

Add me to the list. Sucky place to be in, you both have my sympathy.

[Fuzzybear]

much love to all

[Monticello]

Just checking in, Gemini. How was your day today (yesterday?)

[sarahsweets]

Originally Posted by gemini0421

second week of january heard the news about my brother who separated from his wife. Next day may partner confessed that she has another woman. i don't really know what to do and think, i just stayed inside my room and cried. for 4 days i was like that only. no food. only water. after 5 days im throwing up. im trying to eat but i will just vomit it. i experience hyperventilation as i was scared of i dont know why im so scared. maybe im scared of being left also. my partner reassure me of not leaving me, but still im thinking too much of that. i dont want to loose her. untill now im thinking of the same problem. my sister in law got mad at me because of what happened to her and my brother. and im feeling left now. im afraid of myself because im thinking of taking my life.

If your partner has another partner and cheated on your then you have already lost her.

[MickeyCheeky]

I hope you're doing ok, gemini0421 I agree with Monticello. It's been a while since she loggen in. I hope she'll come back and she'll read this thread. She deserves to get better just like everyone else on here. Sending many hugs to her