[Fuzzybear]

Maybe I’m just a terrible person and don’t know it,

I would not intentionally harm a fly....

But I’m hated and I wish I could die.

Since I’m so messed up I’m posting this here as I have no idea what mh disorder being a terrible person with no insight belongs to

[eclairparty98]

Hello Fuzzybear you are not a terrible person. I've seen the generous, kind, thoughtful support you've left for so many people who post here over the years and that alone is evidence you are not a bad person.

I'm not sure why you're feeling this way, I'm so sorry that you are, but I want you know that in my opinion, you are a good, caring, kind, lovable person and have plenty to like about yourself

I really hope you feel better, sending big, warm, friendly hugs - take care

[guilloche]

I don't think you're terrible either. Sometimes people have their own mental "stuff" - their interpretations aren't reliable. Like... if someone is color-blind, you can't trust them if they tell you to look for the gray sign, because they're not reliably able to correctly identify colors.

Some people can't reliably see other people, there's just too much getting in the way in their head. Even if they say or act like you're bad, it's not because you ARE. It's because they're not seeing clearly, due to their own issues.

*hugs*