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Grand Magnate
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#1
I understand that now.
As soon as I can grasp my mind around it, it will stop hurting. Nobody cares. Nobody cares. Nobody cares. Probably nobody cares about this post. Don't blame you if you don't. I know I'm not worth caring about. I just wish I understood why. Maybe then I could wrap my mind around it easier. So - even if you don't care about me or this post .. can you just tell me why .. please? __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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Nobody cares? Do you have family near by? I feel the same way when I am psychotic. However, I feel my family cares. I don't feel this way when I have symptoms though. I wish you well. I know how you are feeling and hope your situation improves.
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I'm so sorry you are feeling nobody cares. I mostly just greet new members here on PC. So I don't know you. And I don't know why other members would not care about you.
But I do think you are correct in terms of people in real life. My experience, over the years, has been that nobody wants to hear about anyone else's mental health concerns. People will stick with you for a longer time, or a shorter time, depending on how important a person you are to them in their lives. But there's a limit. They don't know what to say or what to do. And, besides, they have their own problems. In my life, as long as I was willing to play along, & try to be the person other people wanted me to be, they were more than willing to let me. And they didn't really care what it might be doing to me inside. I suspect a lot of us, here on PC, have had similar experiences. That's at least part of why we're all here. Anyway... (me thinks I digress) I don't know what has caused you to feel no one cares about you or your posts here on PC. It is true, I think, that sometimes members posts get lost in the shuffle so to speak, not intentionally, but just because PC is such a big forum & things tend to move so quickly. Hopefully you will receive lots of caring replies to this post. __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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Grand Magnate
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My family is my husband and chihuahuas. My sister rarely speaks to me , is in another state n is wrapped up in her own family (understandable). My Dad almost never speaks to me. My stepmom n stepsisters never speak to me. My mom passes away over 30yrs ago. So .. yea my family is my husband n chihuahuas. My husband is wrapped up in his own issues atm.
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I care! Because you've helped me.
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You posted this in the depression forum and we focus on these kind of feelings more when we are depressed. Plus, many of the people on this forum have few friends IRL. I recall you were married (?) but the relationship was rocky. You both struggled. Did you leave him or are you still with him?
I am sure people generally like you on here but here. You are sweet and kind and have always helped people on here who are in the most distress. Speaking from the POV of my own struggles--sometimes I am not that reliable because I have a mood disorder. Some days I have the ability to cheer people up and make them feel loved. Other days I am a real downer. I have made the decision to focus my attention on my husband and children. I am also trying to work more. There are so many posts on here and I am trying to only "look" once a day (though I peaked more than once yesterday) because this place became a real distraction. I only have so much time. You are worth caring about but there are probably many here who care and also feel like no one cares about them (especially in this forum). I have learned that it is best to lean on IRL people. I also remember you are stranded without a car. Perhaps this is effecting your ability to connect with people IRL? I first came to PC in June 2016. My username was Mysterious plus a number and I read enough of your posts to get the feeling that you are a very likable person. Sorry you are in such a funk. |
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I care about you Crypts
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Now - I was good for a long while. People literally started treating me different. You can check my profile and you will notice huge gaps in posts .. very few are about me, and the amount of time I was here was just a few days. Yes, I did focus on my husband n I - however, sometimes a person needs support. And like I said back then .. these are not the type of people to make friends with - however I noe think its like that everywhere. We have moved twice since then n everywhere we have gone people have proven to be untrustworthy users that like to steal or worse. Now - of course I posted this in the depression forum. It is depression I am feeling. However this is a type of depression I have not felt in the past. I realise the symptoms and the consequences of it but does that mean I cannot speak on things that are my reality as well as those things that are how I feel .. or am I meant to keep them in? I am sorry I sound angry but so many are shutting me down when I try to talk or correcting me when I say its one thing and they say its another. I just want to be able to express myself ... not feel muted. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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Grand Magnate
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I stopped bc that was a long post - but I also want to say I remember you and you have come a long way. You should be proud of that. I hope you are.
I also want to thank you for the nice words n saying people care ... I realize there are many on here that need people to care about them. I am sorry to be a burden. Take care. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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I've noticed you are a giving person. When you are like this, you just have to be super aware of people's behavior. I hope you have better luck with this in the future. That they used you is a discredit to them not you. There is nothing wrong with being giving; I bet that is why your husband wanted to remarry you. You are not a burden. I don't have to reply to anything here unless I feel like it. That is the reality of the online world. Thanks for your kind words. I am progressing more that regressing. Yea! |
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Grand Magnate
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So .. things are better - they are not perfect n I don't expect them to be. I just want my mh problems back under the control I had them for a couple years. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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