[MimiBhaduri0]

I need help

[Yaowen]

Dear MimiBhaduri0,

I am so terribly terribly sorry you are suffering! ! ! Are there suicide crisis hotlines in Kolkata who could talk to you? It is really heartbreaking that you are in such distress! Having suicidal thoughts are a medical emergency. Please go to a hospital as soon as soon you can. None of us here would want to see anything bad happen to you. Unfortunately I am not a physician or medical professional or crisis hotline counselor. I don't want you to be all alone with your suffering ! ! !

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen

[MimiBhaduri0]

Thanks much, right now with covid almost no medical care is available here for the menrally ill. I won't commit suicide, but my current situation is making me suicidal. I feel hopeless.

[Thirty shades]

Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0

Thanks much, right now with covid almost no medical care is available here for the menrally ill. I won't commit suicide, but my current situation is making me suicidal. I feel hopeless.

Mimi, that is a tough way to feel. I try to rest and look after myself. For me a few days in bed help. Being kind to yourself for having to feel this way helps.

The despair will pass and there will be some more uplifting times in your life again.

I am sending you hugs and much love

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Thirty shades

Mimi, that is a tough way to feel. I try to rest and look after myself. For me a few days in bed help. Being kind to yourself for having to feel this way helps.

The despair will pass and there will be some more uplifting times in your life again.

I am sending you hugs and much love

Thanks Thirty shades

[little turtle]

mimi i am sorry that you are feeling down..
please let us know how you deal with this scary world...

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by little turtle

mimi i am sorry that you are feeling down..
please let us know how you deal with this scary world...

Thanks little turtle.
I 'try' to stay strong and I hang in there. And I tell myself never to lose hope completely. If I am a good person, things will surely work out for me some day.
But it is tough here in India. My ex Indian American boyfriend and his elder brother are threatening to kill me, they hacked into my phone, my computer, even my bank acc and are making my life hell every moment. I cannot complain to the police against them bc they have friends in tbe police and n the Indian defense department.
As you know my American boyfriend dumped me.
Finally my own people are mean to me.
I am completely alone.
So you see....

[little turtle]

sounds like you are in a real hell hole mimi

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by little turtle

sounds like you are in a real hell hole mimi

Yes little turtle

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Yaowen

Dear MimiBhaduri0,

I am so terribly terribly sorry you are suffering! ! ! Are there suicide crisis hotlines in Kolkata who could talk to you? It is really heartbreaking that you are in such distress! Having suicidal thoughts are a medical emergency. Please go to a hospital as soon as soon you can. None of us here would want to see anything bad happen to you. Unfortunately I am not a physician or medical professional or crisis hotline counselor. I don't want you to be all alone with your suffering ! ! !

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen

I need your help and support to survive. I do not want to die.

[Fuzzybear]

mimi

[stahrgeyzer]

I hope you're ok!

[BBB2]

Please keep messaging updates about how you are feeling and doing!

[captaineo]

Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0

Thanks much, right now with covid almost no medical care is available here for the menrally ill. I won't commit suicide, but my current situation is making me suicidal. I feel hopeless.

I cannot imagine the pain you feel, but just imagine that you are walking through a a very hard storm but deep inside you know you will reach a better place and this experience will make you stronger.

[Skeezyks]

I'm sorry you are suffering from such despair. (I know something about that since I've been there multiple times.) Here are links to 3 articles, from PC's archives, that talk about feeling suicidal & how to survive suicidal thoughts. Hopefully they can be of some help:

Suicidal? Don't Throw Away Your Shot

Suicidal? What Van Gogh's Life Can Teach You

How to Survive Suicidal Thoughts

Please take care...

[Fuzzybear]

Thinking of you

[captaineo]

I’m sorry you feel like this. I felt like this also, remember that without darkness there is no light and viceversa. I hold your hand my friend via this virtual platform. And feel me, you are not alone.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

mimi

[Health Warrior]

Hi MimiBhaduri0, it’s very courageous for you to seek help... Is there somewhere you can go for awhile? Where you can possibly rest and feel a sense of safety? I am sure there’s someone who loves you who would be devastated if you were not in their life anymore. Keep reaching out and your strength can return. Blessings to you...