[captaineo]

Hi Guys, I don’t know about you guys but I want to throw the TV out the window, and may be even my self too. I hate watching how people are killing each other in the world for no good reason just because of stupid hate, I cannot believe that the leadership that the world has Today is so mediocre and ugly. My country is suffering greatly, my family suffers, lack of food, medicine, and all because a stupid set of militaries did a coup to take over the country and promise the poor people that things would change, and now they are more poor than before. And there is no indication that is getting or will get better. And I am still in Japan fighting for my kids working here because I can and because I can send money to them and my family back home. And the context is getting worse as the world gets more divided, by what ever stupid set of ideas, I really don’t know sometimes what is right and wrong. People killing people with army guns, or killing children in wars, letting them die in the sea as they look for a new home in the north because there are wars in there countries which were not originated by them. Genocidal leaders in the world make me sick and I don’t want to live in a world like this. My state of mind is bad, but also my sister is getting worse and my mother got Parkinson’s. Everybody just ask me for money and I have no friends, I have girlfriend who may be I just desperate and wants to be with someone but is not love. I can’t see my kids I am spending a fortune in lawyers and no results. Do you guys think I am worth living, I am Latino do I have right to live or am I the new euro Jew from the 1940s who was considered an animal by any measure a virus which needed to be eliminated in gas chambers. I am Latino with Spanish blood from the 1700s when my first fathers came to Venezuela, do I have no heritage am I such an uncultured person that should be killed. I have no value in this world?. Am I still a human being. Or am I an animal. I guess we should all get eliminated.

[mountainstream]

[captaineo]

MountaiStream, I wish were simpler and I simply had the I don’t care about anything but myself attitude, then I would be in some sort of peace.
Thank you so much for responding, I will keep going on somehow.

Lots of love to you and all

[captaineo]

Dear friends sorry I sent you all the wrong message. I love you all. Many things of what I wrote pls ignore.

Love to all

You didn't say or do anything that I can read to be sorry for here. I actually could understand your thinking. It's a life of suffering, at times. Acceptance of that suffering is the difficulty. I'd like to toss the tv out sometimes too. Taking a break from the news and media can help. I wish you peace.