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#141
Nobody's going to help me. Nobody's going to give me a free lunch. Nobody's ever going to stand up for me and argue how deplorable it is that I've got such a history of psychiatric problems that aren't effectively treated. Nobody's going to ever talk about all the obstacles that've been put in my path since I was born. And if I ever make it, it'll be all on my own, and still I'll get lectured by people who don't know anything about me that I've supposedly been handed everything in my life.
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#142
I feel really down tonight.
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#148
Perhaps I should probably distract myself.
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#149
@Buffy01 sorry you're feeling down. Yea, a distraction would be good. Try to do something fun and take care of yourself. Hope you feel better soon. (safe hugs)
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#150
I feel like a bulldozer ran over me then backed up.
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#152
Very slow at work today. It made the time go by so slow. After work I took my bike to a repair shop. I liked the service guy right away. Got an estimate and it was unbelievably inexpensive. I used to go to another bike shop when I lived at the other place and they would do a lot of work and charged a lot. So we'll see how this will work out.
Today was probably the first day in a long time that I didn't do anything after work, at least exercising. It felt weird. I won't be bike riding after work for a while because of the sun setting early. Also I had been looking online for band resistance - that will be in place of the weights that I used to do. It seems overwhelming to decide what to get and I'm not very clear on how it works. I got rid of all of the weights and the bench. It felt very bad at first but I think I'm over it. Last edited by will19; Nov 06, 2019 at 12:46 AM.. |
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#153
I feel Okay this morning. I'm trying to sleep but I keep waking up. It's a little frustrating. I'm going to try to stay up for a little bit and do something fun. I'll need more sleep eventually. I see my med provider today.
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#154
Been in a low, a depression, for the past five hours but I'm climbing out. Had to sleep for two of those hours - just couldn't take it.
Certain things trigger me to a deep inner rage, humiliation, despair and suicidal thoughts of 'I'm done with this. I want to leave now' - all exacerbated by my bad social anxiety [probably Avoidant Personality Disorder, actually]. Day in and day out. Year in and year out! Haha, oh my goodness. Peace & Love to you fellow fighters. |
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#157
Dear Beloved PC Comembers, I feel so sad listening to what you're going through. I can only offer my love & condolences. I also identify with so much of what you say. So, we are not alone! We have each other! God bless all of you! Lots of hugs to you all!! With love.
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#158
Another sad day. I can barely focus. I've been home for one week and already not where I need to be. I need support. I need to stop using my addictive behaviors. I need to get my studying in.
Here I sit, and I need to workout but my hip hurts and I don't want to do anything to upset the hip. Needless to say I hate life. |
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#159
I'm tired of having to initiate to see or talk any of my friends. Maybe the few friends I have are sick of me - sick of the depressed/anxious me. I want to believe the lack of contact isn't intentional, but the more I think about it, the more likely it seems that most of my friendships have reached their expiry date :c
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#160
Not a happy camper right now. Doesn't seem to be a day goes by without something breaking me. It's not good when you don't look forward to tomorrow.
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