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Grand Magnate
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each time it happens i think it is different...but it turns out to be the same s--t.. |
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Grand Magnate
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thanks fooZe....on to #4....
the AS IS bus is waiting at the terminal........... 3 breakdowns and a valium story here....for the little turtle..... love is patient ....love is kind |
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love and hugs to all on the AS IS bus #4
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Thank you for thread #4....
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Grand Magnate
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#10
fear and valium......
pleasure and pain... i wish i knew more about mental problems... |
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Grand Magnate
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#11
i am a very fearful person.....i am afraid right now....
i still have not dealt effectively with my fear and panic... i am rereading my panic attacks workbook by david carbonell,phd..... i still am ashamed and secretive with my friends....about this I AM AFRAID...........on the AS IS bus.... Last edited by little turtle; Oct 15, 2019 at 07:25 AM.. |
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Grand Magnate
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#13
i can say i have anxiety and depression but i can also say
i have a problem with my fear and sadness....i am lost right now... |
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Grand Magnate
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#14
i feel ashamed that i have this fear and panic problem...
i see myself as a coward....and i kept it a secret for a very long time ... which made it worse...i am now coming out and it feels good...sometimes bad.. how could i have gotten this way.....that is something i keep looking at... |
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Grand Magnate
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#15
my first panic attack came out of the blue.....
from then on ....even now...i am still frightened about this... i turned to medicines for help....i didn't want to face my panic.... i couldn't see it for what it was...i wish i knew more... |
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Grand Magnate
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![]() ![]() The panic is awful.... I have been chased into a dark place a lot recently by the onslaught of terror, panic and dreadful sweating attacks... They grip from the moment I wake.... ![]() Running from them does not make you a coward although I do feel a great deal of shame that I suffer this way... ![]() Being AS IS is very hard to accept.... ![]() Yawning can help a tiny bit, short lived but helps... Valium and wine work better Sending hugs to you and everyone on the AS IS bus ![]() |
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Grand Magnate
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#18
TS-----panic attacks are something quite different....as you know...
what i found from my own panic attacks.....it was like a seizure.... |
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#19
Yes LT. I understand...
They grip you internally and externally... Suffocating and consuming.... No place to escape to or hide... Like a seizure is true... |
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this is one interesting thread....... you know, a couple years ago, I actually had a "friend" person directly say to me that I had the good life (perfect life or whatever phrase it was). cuz I didn't have to go to work everyday!!! needless to say, I NEVER spoke to that person again! while I admit I couldn't handle the 'regular life' of many people, with the busyness and stress and all that - at the same time, I KNOW they couldn't handle my life either!! I have severe depression and anxiety disorder (panic attacks) and loads of ptsd; who in their right mind would want to trade and deal with that?!?!?! I'm drowning in trauma and no one can see it - cuz it's all internal :''( |
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