[Twitch99]

I have said time and time again that I am beyond help. You never want to believe it. You have no idea the amount of pain I am in and yet you insist I find help. Every time I reach out for help it ends up being the same thing. How often do you have to see my pain amplified, leaving me twisting in the wind, before you accept what I have tried to tell you for a long time. There are few people out there that can't be helped and I am one of them. I wonder if you will even see that when the end comes. Will you even still be around when the end arrives? How much longer must I suffer just so those around won't have to?

[TheSadGirl]

Oh this was hard to read. I have no words tonight, but I wanted to let you know I read your post and am glad you shared.

[zapatoes]

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way and I feel this way a lot of the time sometimes. Yes in the past I was helped with counseling and reading self help book helped and listening to advice helped. Yes really crappy things happen and often can seem that things don’t get better, but sometimes they can. Hope you can get help and things get better.