[Zedsdead]

Do you ever feel like none of it is worth it? Like what is the damn point of anything? I dont even know if I'm depressed anymore.. I search for happiness but I dont believe it exists... I am angry at everybody who displays hate, who is wrapped up in their pointless crap. I'm just angry, bitter, I dont even want to be around people anymore..
I'm stuck on meds that dont help... I'm just stuck.. I dont know what is right or wrong anymore I'm SO confused.

[mote.of.soul]

Hi,

It really does sound like you're struggling, though, Zedsdead. Maybe it'd be a good idea to tell your doctor that your meds aren't helping? I mean living in a constant state of inner discomfort, anger, is a problem whatever way I look at it. I've definitely struggled, and continue to struggle at times, with negative, ill-feeling toward my fellow man, as well. Oh, yes, indeed. Makes me want to throw in the towel when it gets too much for too long.

[Zedsdead]

Originally Posted by mote.of.soul

Hi,


It really does sound like you're struggling, though, Zedsdead. Maybe it'd be a good idea to tell your doctor that your meds aren't helping? I mean living in a constant state of inner discomfort, anger, is a problem whatever way I look at it. I've definitely struggled, and continue to struggle at times, with negative, ill-feeling toward my fellow man, as well. Oh, yes, indeed. Makes me want to throw in the towel when it gets too much for too long.

I do feel that way... Its a constant discomfort that I try to fight. I journal, meditate, exercise, eat healthy and drink lots. I'm pretty hardworking and do have a lot on my plate.
I told my doctors my meds dont work and they tried to switch me, but they didnt understand the effexor withdrawal that I would have and I cant afford that while I'm paying and studying for my degree at the moment!
They did start me on vyvanse that has definitely took the edge off the anger and irritability.. I would like to try a higher dose while slowly tapering off my effexor to switch to something else..
We will see i guess. Just gotta keep going on..

[TheSadGirl]

I know this feeling all to well. Hang in there okay? Just keep swimming as Dory says.