I’m tired of always realizing new things about my bad childhood and how it impacts me.

I’m tired of myself and all my emotions, all my anger and rage and sadness.

I’m tired of people and not knowing how to deal with them and having anxiety attacks about it.

I’m just really tired.

[Fuzzybear]

I wish I knew Hugs

[nonindentifyable]

I am also tired of the first one.
As far as emotions are concerned, it is good to try to treat them the same: anger, sadness and rage are equally important as joy, happiness, love. They are all emotions and none of them are better than other. Every emotion has a certain purpose, it wants to protect you from something and you have to figure, what it is.
I understand, that you are tired of people, but you are also one of the people, so if you improve your relationship with yourself, you can start enjoying the company of other people as well.
Make some time for yourself and try to expand it.