[Fuzzybear]

[will19]

Was pretty busy and got a lot of things done. But overall it was a very dull weekend, pretty much as usual. I spoke to my sister today and she seemed to have some memory lapses and delusional. Perhaps she may be having some early signs of dementia, just like my late mother. She was telling me that it would be nice for me to be where she is. I've told her several times that I'd rather not hear that. I know I would be very miserable if I was with her. I felt a little bit depressed after talking to her and concerned.

[Deilla]

I feel bored, lonely and sad.

[Breaking Dawn]

Today is a better day.

[Deilla]

I feel depressed and frustrated this morning. I'm having a difficult time sleeping. I just keep waking up. I think I made it hard on myself. I took two naps yesterday. Maybe today I can do better.

[Rose76]

I've been feeling quite well.

[Breaking Dawn]

Ups & downs but improved overall.

[3rd rock]

I hate my life.

[Deilla]

I feel overly sensitive and overly tired.

Lost hope in finding someone to understand and crawl with me. Yes, I feel kinda babyish but everything around me is harrowing to despair and I can not accept hopelessness when there is so much to live for. I never thought I’d one day say “Remember when... (before Covid-19), you could share a space with someone without the fear of loosing your character (or your lunch). You could hold the door for someone without the worry of how to sanitize your hands afterward, you could embrace touch without the fear of what you will do or touch next, you could sit quietly knowing that was your break from the busy world around you. And you could be asked a personal question and let someone be genuinely interested in the answer. Remember (before Covid-19), when community, humanity and compassion mattered.”

[Deilla]

I feel tired, anxious and stressed.

I'm getting very depressed. I'm depended on for my dad but what happens when he's gone. I cant afford to live now, how will I then? I have no idea how I'll be any happier, how I will find my own private place, or how to find friendship at my age. Covid could keep any normal ways of meeting up with people impossible for a long time. I feel so incredibly hopeless.

[Sunflower123]

I feel very depressed today. It’s a hopeless situation with no light at the end of the tunnel. I am all alone.

[Mountaindewed]

I went off my antidepressant on my own. What do you expect? This morning was great but as usual things are getting kinda sucky as it gets later in the day.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really depressed again.

[3rd rock]

I just got news from my GP. That my recent MRI shows the lesions in my brain are 'more noticeable' compared to the last MRI. I have to have another appointment with the neurologist to figure out exactly what that means. It could mean a lot of things. But there aren't any good possibilities, only bad or neutral. I wonder what would cause it to get worse without any new event like another seizure. I guess I'll have to see.

[Breaking Dawn]

I woke up & it seems like a very long time ago went by. I have responsibilities I've been neglecting & feel ashamed. There is so much to do. But I can't waste time feeling sad & overwhelmed. Tomorrow I must begin somewhere & keep going.

[Deilla]

I feel angry and annoyed. I'm angry at myself for stress eating. I'm annoyed that even though my AC is off, my apartment is too hot. I'm fed up with everything.

[will19]

Having a little anxiety. I got an email from the Management Company of my apartment. I just renewed my lease and the message was to initial my agreement to the new lease. All I had to do is click into the box and put my initial in. My computer won't let me do it. So I'll have to call and make arrangements on how to get that done. I hope I can speak to someone since the office is not in full operation. I got feeling bad about myself because of this. Like I'm very incompetent.

[T4bbyCat]

Originally Posted by will19

Having a little anxiety. I got an email from the Management Company of my apartment. I just renewed my lease and the message was to initial my agreement to the new lease. All I had to do is click into the box and put my initial in. My computer won't let me do it. So I'll have to call and make arrangements on how to get that done. I hope I can speak to someone since the office is not in full operation. I got feeling bad about myself because of this. Like I'm very incompetent.

Chances are it's not your fault by any stretch. I've seen similar issues on the portal I had to use, and most often it's just some glitch or bug in their system, the browser, etc. Maybe there's something like a checkbox you need to click first ("I have read this document and agree to all conditions", etc.) It could also be your browser -- if Chrome doesn't work, maybe try Edge or Firefox, etc. In general, just trial and error like this usually works, unless they really messed up with the coding on their site or something else is badly wrong.