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Default Jun 23, 2021 at 07:39 PM
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I just happened to be helping her. I have become more cynical and a little more bitter as time has gone on. Thanks anyway.
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No, I'm not feeling okay. I'm starting to wish I wouldn't wake up, and then I wouldn't have to need God anymore.
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Mother just got mad at me for not getting an item at the grocery store. Life has conspired to make me miserable and I hope I'll be gone.
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Remember I"m a misfit for life. laughs. That's God's will.
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Mother just got mad at me for not getting an item at the grocery store. Life has conspired to make me miserable and I hope I'll be gone.
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Just finished mixing up a bread dough I'll bake tomorrow. I didn't really want to do it. (Doesn't seem like I want to do much of anything anymore.) But I forced myself. I wish I at least felt good about the fact I did it. But I don't...
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Mother just got mad at me for not getting an item at the grocery store. Life has conspired to make me miserable and I hope I'll be gone.

Do you have to interact with her?

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It's late and I wish I could spend my evening doing something entertaining, but nothing seems appealing at the moment. I'm not ready for bed. I feel sad, lonely and bored. I don't know what to do with my time.

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I couldn't do much today, feeling like a sad rag doll. I had a rag doll named Mary that I loved very much when I was little. I hope you, all of you, can think of someone who has loved you & made you know there was something special & important about you. I had an aunt who made me feel that way when I was growing up. In psychology they call that a protective factor, which gives us an advantage, so we somehow make it, regardless of our unfortunate circumstances. Anyway, I'm just going through a little slump right now & I know I'll be fine. And thank you so very much for being there for the rest of us.Take care, dear PC friends.
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Well, anyone who would take on the persona of a werewolf isn't exactly sane. 🐺 I call myself Werewoman because my bipolar 1 makes me feel as though I'm changing, and it can happen in the blink of an eye. I say and do things that either I don't remember doing or doing bad, destructive things.
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Went out to dinner yesterday with my spouse and her relatives. I literally haven't done this in years. It was awful. (No one's fault. I just have no tolerance for this sort of thing anymore.)
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My ex asked me back. After I said yes, he ignored me for two days. There was no excuse. He told me he was off of work. I'm not playing his sick game. I deactivated my account, blocked his number and deleted him from chat. I hate to ghost somebody but in this case, it was warranted. I've been very upset about this. I'm upset that I let myself get in this situation. People shouldn't be trusted. No matter what. Not even family, cause they can hurt you the worst.

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My ex asked me back. After I said yes, he ignored me for two days. There was no excuse. He told me he was off of work. I'm not playing his sick game. I deactivated my account, blocked his number and deleted him from chat. I hate to ghost somebody but in this case, it was warranted. I've been very upset about this. I'm upset that I let myself get in this situation. People shouldn't be trusted. No matter what. Not even family, cause they can hurt you the worst.

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In response to the post from the woman writing about her age and feelings. I am 49, and menopause is real, BUT, to be honest, the medical community just looks at it like a hormonal imbalance and that women "get that way" when the age. I disagree!!! I think it is a time in our life that God/the universe finally provide us the time where we are allowed to not just be the warm, comforting, always thinking of others caretakers. It is a time in our lives where we are supposed to be able to expect others to do those things for us, finally show the appreciation and respect we deserve but didn't always get. Yes, there can be balances missing chemically, but I think it is more than that. We are no longer child bearing age, but we are powerful and ready to stand up for ourselves in ways we may not have been permitted to before. The problem is, it usually isn't received well, and we get written off, ridiculed, and denied of our life's unmet needs. Just some random thoughts.

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I'm sorry I haven't reported here in a while. I was reminded of here by someone else's thread about being a misfit. I am feeling depressed at the moment. I feel disappointed in myself. I keep letting myself down. I don't do enough to improve my situation. I'm not getting enough sleep. I make good plans but seldom fulfill them. When I do fulfill them I feel happy, so it's very important that I keep trying. Anyone else feel this way?

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I'm sorry I haven't reported here in a while. I was reminded of here by someone else's thread about being a misfit. I am feeling depressed at the moment. I feel disappointed in myself. I keep letting myself down. I don't do enough to improve my situation. I'm not getting enough sleep. I make good plans but seldom fulfill them. When I do fulfill them I feel happy, so it's very important that I keep trying. Anyone else feel this way?
I do. Hugs and much love.
Hope you feel better soon. And please keep on praying and wishing for me.
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Thank you, MimiBhaduri0. And much love to you, too! I will keep praying for your escape & I hope the rest of your day there will be ok for you.

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I'm sorry I haven't reported here in a while. I was reminded of here by someone else's thread about being a misfit. I am feeling depressed at the moment. I feel disappointed in myself. I keep letting myself down. I don't do enough to improve my situation. I'm not getting enough sleep. I make good plans but seldom fulfill them. When I do fulfill them I feel happy, so it's very important that I keep trying. Anyone else feel this way?
I can relate to meeting goals and feeling good. If I don't meet my goals, I feel bad. So I try every day to do something. I haven't been feeling well lately because of pain. It makes it hard to achieve goals. I think I need a break. I need some downtime to recuperate. I'll worry about goals later.

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Not feeling well. Drowsy and depressed and getting panic attacks. It is 1:30pm, still can't get out of bed. I have diarrhoea today, so just getting up to go to the bathroom, then back to bed again. In physical pain from time to time as well...sensation of pins and needles being stuck in my nose which is causing pain and sneezing. Hope I feel a little better as the day progresses.
I feel a desperation to get out of here....
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