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Old 02-28-2021, 05:27 PM   #301
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I am haunted by a repetitive nightmare from childhood, at times. And today, 68, I feel as if I am ever on the edge of things, looking in...even when (even more?) with my children and grandchildren. What I feel does not match the actual experience---what is is better than what I feel---but right now, for a while anyway I haven't been able to get out of the thought-eddy for any amount of time...I never fit in anywhere, even when I was considered an asset and a friend, even then there was something 'different'. Lately, I am sad with the banality of my dreams...they used to be interesting, comforting...
(minus the nightmare) ...now anxieties and regrets play out, nothing dramatic just sad I wish I was my cat right now, chasing its tail, grooming. I say that but doubt I mean it. It feels sad but better than not to vent...
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Old 02-28-2021, 05:43 PM   #302
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It's the end of my day. I've had a good day but now I feel sad because the sun is going down and I am getting tired. I dread tomorrow. I'm not sure I'm ready for bed but sleeping will help me feel better.
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I was feeling very depressed this morning, & also very anxious, but all that faded away when I got engrossed in some things that I was wondering about & ended up researching, via the internet. I have always loved school! So I think this is a good mechanism for me when I'm having a problem.
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Today has been stressful. I'm almost in tears. I've been working on putting new sheets on my bed. I'm trying to get the mattress cover on. I had to wash it. I put one half on after trying to get the right end, and I was exhausted. I have to keep working at this and fight through the pain. It upsets me that simple things like this hurt so much.
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