Depression Vent Room for Misfits

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 12, 2022 at 01:48 AM

Better today morning. Hope the rest of the day goes well.
Still anxious and doubtful about the future.

hundalmarck · Sep 12, 2022 at 08:02 AM

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Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

Hi! If you need a place to say what hurts & you don't know where to say it, I hope you can feel comfortable here. I sometimes feel like I don't fit anywhere, & I think that there are others who can relate to that & might feel more comfortable in a thread for us misfits. As for myself, I can do very well, & then I get depressed. It can be quite a struggle at times, & then I'm back on track again. I've been thinking I need a place where I don't feel like a weird misfit. So I thought maybe we could form an ongoing vent place for us types.

Thanks, @Breaking Dawn good idea to have such a thread. Hopefully we misfits will fit in.

Skeezyks · Sep 12, 2022 at 12:54 PM

Hi @hundalmarck.

This appears to be your first post here on MSF. I hope you find the forums to be of benefit.

Just42dayK · Sep 12, 2022 at 01:03 PM

I don’t fit in anywhere but thanks for this.

The tears don’t come to me with such force yet basic stuff is not so basic. It’s like I just gotta endure until my body works again or push, push, push with energy and strength I don’t possess now. So depressed.

Skeezyks · Sep 12, 2022 at 02:57 PM

@Just42dayK Thanks for posting. Hope being on the forums can be of some comfort and support for you.

Deilla · Sep 12, 2022 at 10:47 PM

I feel sad. I feel all alone.

Breaking Dawn · Sep 13, 2022 at 04:46 AM

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Originally Posted by hundalmarck

Thanks, @Breaking Dawn good idea to have such a thread. Hopefully we misfits will fit in.

Thank you so very much, @hundalmarck, for joining us misfits who get sad. Please keep with us?

Breaking Dawn · Sep 13, 2022 at 05:03 AM

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Originally Posted by Just42dayK

I don’t fit in anywhere but thanks for this.

The tears don’t come to me with such force yet basic stuff is not so basic. It’s like I just gotta endure until my body works again or push, push, push with energy and strength I don’t possess now. So depressed.

Oh dear @Just42dayK, the way you sound is exactly the way I have been feeling. I keep praying for enough strength to accomplish something that shouldn't be hard at all. God bless you dear new friend!

MimiBhaduri0 · 01:50 PM

I feel so hopeless and restless. Took 1 mg of ativan to calm down. I didn't want to take the full 2mg bc I was afraid of being knocked out immediately. I still had some chores to do like feeding the cats, cleaning their litter boxes, take the trash out, shower and have dinner myself. We'll I could do everything except shower and have dinner. I feel too exhausted and want to go to bed now. So I 'll have to go without food tonight. I took the remaining 1mg ativan. Hope I'll feel better in the morning.
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Please help me God.

Breaking Dawn · Sep 13, 2022 at 12:18 PM

I got a little bit of sleep, took a couple of pain meds, listened to a great piece of music, & now am here feeling very sad, a really deep hurt.

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 13, 2022 at 01:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I got a little bit of sleep, took a couple of pain meds, listened to a great piece of music, & now am here feeling very sad, a really deep hurt.

Sorry that you are hurting bad, hugs to you. Hope you feel better soon.

mulan · Sep 14, 2022 at 01:20 PM

I dont know what to do to feel better. Only sleep helps. I want to shake this constant anxiety away, but I cant relax. I dont have any drive on live and only have things that make me anxious.

Breaking Dawn · Sep 14, 2022 at 04:35 PM

Not doing really wonderful right now, but not giving up.

mulan · Sep 15, 2022 at 03:08 AM

So today had to show up at work. Here I am living my live as everybody else, after spending the previous day um bed taking lorazepam after lorazepam, just to sleep and deal with my anxiety.
It is life I guess. Feeling better than yesterday dough

Deilla · Sep 15, 2022 at 11:42 PM

I'm very depressed. Things are going well professionally, emotionally and spiritually. Everything is falling apart.

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 16, 2022 at 06:49 AM

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Originally Posted by mulan

So today had to show up at work. Here I am living my live as everybody else, after spending the previous day um bed taking lorazepam after lorazepam, just to sleep and deal with my anxiety.
It is life I guess. Feeling better than yesterday dough

(((mulan)))
It's been a while. Hope you feel calmer soon.

mulan · Sep 16, 2022 at 07:45 PM

I feel like even I dont come here Often a part of me lives in this forum. The part where I assume most of my true on how damaged I am.

The forum is the people that make it, and as such Also have a place in my heart.

Breaking Dawn · Sep 16, 2022 at 08:11 PM

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Originally Posted by mulan

I feel like even I dont come here Often a part of me lives in this forum. The part where I assume most of my true on how damaged I am.

The forum is the people that make it, and as such Also have a place in my heart.

A lot of us feel that way.

Deilla · Sep 16, 2022 at 11:44 PM

I've been pretty depressed lately. It probably doesn't help that I cut my Effexor back. But I was having trouble with the side effects.

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 17, 2022 at 09:44 AM

I was in a lot of physical pain today. Was forced to take several painkillers as I was unable to tolerate the pain. Plus the oxygen in my brain dropped again which made me feel exhausted and drowsy. Now it is past 8pm here in India. Hope the rest of the day goes well.
Still feeling anxious about the future.

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MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Sep 12, 2022 at 01:48 AM #821 Better today morning. Hope the rest of the day goes well. Still anxious and doubtful about the future.

Skeezyks Disreputable Old Troll Member Since Oct 2015 Location: The Star of the North Posts: 32,762 (SuperPoster!) 8 17.4k hugs given	Sep 12, 2022 at 12:54 PM #823 Hi @hundalmarck. This appears to be your first post here on MSF. I hope you find the forums to be of benefit. __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last)

Just42dayK Member Member Since Dec 2021 Location: Around town Posts: 35 2 101 hugs given	Sep 12, 2022 at 01:03 PM #824 I don’t fit in anywhere but thanks for this. The tears don’t come to me with such force yet basic stuff is not so basic. It’s like I just gotta endure until my body works again or push, push, push with energy and strength I don’t possess now. So depressed.

Skeezyks Disreputable Old Troll Member Since Oct 2015 Location: The Star of the North Posts: 32,762 (SuperPoster!) 8 17.4k hugs given	Sep 12, 2022 at 02:57 PM #825 @Just42dayK Thanks for posting. Hope being on the forums can be of some comfort and support for you. __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last)

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Sep 12, 2022 at 10:47 PM #826 I feel sad. I feel all alone. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Sep 13, 2022 at 12:18 PM #830 I got a little bit of sleep, took a couple of pain meds, listened to a great piece of music, & now am here feeling very sad, a really deep hurt. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *

mulan Poohbah Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Europe Posts: 1,046 11 3,220 hugs given	Sep 14, 2022 at 01:20 PM #832 I dont know what to do to feel better. Only sleep helps. I want to shake this constant anxiety away, but I cant relax. I dont have any drive on live and only have things that make me anxious. __________________ I am not crazy, I am hurt

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Sep 14, 2022 at 04:35 PM #833 Not doing really wonderful right now, but not giving up. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *

mulan Poohbah Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Europe Posts: 1,046 11 3,220 hugs given	Sep 15, 2022 at 03:08 AM #834 So today had to show up at work. Here I am living my live as everybody else, after spending the previous day um bed taking lorazepam after lorazepam, just to sleep and deal with my anxiety. It is life I guess. Feeling better than yesterday dough __________________ I am not crazy, I am hurt

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Sep 15, 2022 at 11:42 PM #835 I'm very depressed. Things are going well professionally, emotionally and spiritually. Everything is falling apart. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

mulan Poohbah Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Europe Posts: 1,046 11 3,220 hugs given	Sep 16, 2022 at 07:45 PM #837 I feel like even I dont come here Often a part of me lives in this forum. The part where I assume most of my true on how damaged I am. The forum is the people that make it, and as such Also have a place in my heart. __________________ I am not crazy, I am hurt

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Sep 16, 2022 at 11:44 PM #839 I've been pretty depressed lately. It probably doesn't help that I cut my Effexor back. But I was having trouble with the side effects. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Sep 17, 2022 at 09:44 AM #840 I was in a lot of physical pain today. Was forced to take several painkillers as I was unable to tolerate the pain. Plus the oxygen in my brain dropped again which made me feel exhausted and drowsy. Now it is past 8pm here in India. Hope the rest of the day goes well. Still feeling anxious about the future.