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MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 22, 2022 at 12:28 PM

I was very sick today from the morning till late afternoon. Physical pain, difficulty breathing, nausea and feeling exhausted probably due to less oxygen in the brain.
Now it is almost 11pm in India. I feel very sad and lonely. Why did it have to be me God? Why?? Why can't I go back to the country I was born in? Why did they abandon me?
God please help me to accept my fate, which I can't at this moment.

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 23, 2022 at 05:21 AM

Very sick today again.

Breaking Dawn · Sep 23, 2022 at 07:59 AM

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Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0

Very sick today again.

I'm sorry you're suffering so much, Mimi.

I'm wishing you new energy filled with magic healing & love, for you & your wonderful kitties.

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 23, 2022 at 09:11 AM

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Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I'm sorry you're suffering so much, Mimi.

I'm wishing you new energy filled with magic healing & love, for you & your wonderful kitties.

Thanks Breaking Dawn.

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 27, 2022 at 05:12 AM

Feeling very lonely.

Breaking Dawn · Sep 27, 2022 at 06:26 PM

I'm feeling sad, but relieved about a difficulty that's over now.

Deilla · Sep 27, 2022 at 08:01 PM

I went to the food pantry today and when I talked with the counselor, I cried. There's so much I have to do without. But I was blessed today. I got fresh vegetables and fruit and fresh bread. Meat and canned goods. Peanut butter. I feel much better. I can go back in a month.

Rose60 · Sep 28, 2022 at 02:49 PM

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Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0

Feeling very lonely.

Mimi, I think I understand your feeling! Perhaps we all have felt some loneliness in our lives, but you are living in India where there are not enough Psychiatrists or Psychologists.

Hope you feel better soon! Sending some flowers!

Rose60 · Sep 28, 2022 at 02:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I'm feeling sad, but relieved about a difficulty that's over now.

I am glad to hear that your specific difficulty is over now.

Rose60 · Sep 28, 2022 at 02:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Deilla

I went to the food pantry today and when I talked with the counselor, I cried. There's so much I have to do without. But I was blessed today. I got fresh vegetables and fruit and fresh bread. Meat and canned goods. Peanut butter. I feel much better. I can go back in a month.

It is good that the food pantries exist. I have to be very careful about what I buy as well. So many things have become expensive!

Enjoy the Peanut butter and other food that you like!

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 29, 2022 at 04:56 AM

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Originally Posted by Rose60

Mimi, I think I understand your feeling! Perhaps we all have felt some loneliness in our lives, but you are living in India where there are not enough Psychiatrists or Psychologists.

Hope you feel better soon! Sending some flowers!

Thank you Rose60.

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 30, 2022 at 12:53 AM

11:23am in India. The oxygen supply to my brain is more than last week and the physical pain is less, so I'm better but I could do with some more oxygen in the brain to function normally and not have to take rest from time to time.
Getting a panic attack and feel very very lonely.

Rose60 · Sep 30, 2022 at 05:01 AM

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Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0

11:23am in India. The oxygen supply to my brain is more than last week and the physical pain is less, so I'm better but I could do with some more oxygen in the brain to function normally and not have to take rest from time to time.
Getting a panic attack and feel very very lonely.

It is good to hear that you have become better!

I am sorry that you have an anxiety attack and feel so lonely. Hope that will be better as time goes!

MimiBhaduri0 · Sep 30, 2022 at 11:42 AM

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Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0

11:23am in India. The oxygen supply to my brain is more than last week and the physical pain is less, so I'm better but I could do with some more oxygen in the brain to function normally and not have to take rest from time to time.
Getting a panic attack and feel very very lonely.

I am also pining to return to USA as soon as possible. I have been waiting since the end of 2018, which was initially decided to get me out to usa, but now it is almost end of 2022 and I am still waiting......feeling very restless and desperate.
I hope it does happen soon.

Rose60 · Oct 05, 2022 at 04:15 PM

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Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0

I am also pining to return to USA as soon as possible. I have been waiting since the end of 2018, which was initially decided to get me out to usa, but now it is almost end of 2022 and I am still waiting......feeling very restless and desperate.
I hope it does happen soon.

I hope life goes your way soon!

MimiBhaduri0 · Oct 05, 2022 at 06:22 PM

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I hope life goes your way soon!

Thanks so so much.

Breaking Dawn · Oct 11, 2022 at 09:10 PM

I had a difficult day today, but I was able to fulfill a few goals. For some reason, very sad right now. Maybe just tired & I'll feel better tomorrow.

MimiBhaduri0 · Oct 12, 2022 at 09:46 AM

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Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I had a difficult day today, but I was able to fulfill a few goals. For some reason, very sad right now. Maybe just tired & I'll feel better tomorrow.

Hope you're feeling better. Hugs.

Deilla · Oct 12, 2022 at 08:09 PM

I've been very sad lately. My online girlfriend from overseas ghosted me. It's been 2 weeks since we last talked. I am surprised. I set a boundary to first meet in public. And she ghosted me. She hurt my feelings a lot. So it's good that she is gone. I think she was a scammer. It hurts still. It's hard to get over.

MimiBhaduri0 · Oct 13, 2022 at 07:51 AM

I am much better but I continuously feel anxious and hopeless about the future . The thought - What if I am stuck in India for some more years - drives me crazy. I feel lonely as well. I have no friends irl.

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MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Sep 23, 2022 at 05:21 AM #842 Very sick today again.

MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Sep 27, 2022 at 05:12 AM #845 Feeling very lonely.

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Sep 27, 2022 at 06:26 PM #846 I'm feeling sad, but relieved about a difficulty that's over now. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *

MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Sep 30, 2022 at 12:53 AM #852 11:23am in India. The oxygen supply to my brain is more than last week and the physical pain is less, so I'm better but I could do with some more oxygen in the brain to function normally and not have to take rest from time to time. Getting a panic attack and feel very very lonely.

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Oct 11, 2022 at 09:10 PM #857 I had a difficult day today, but I was able to fulfill a few goals. For some reason, very sad right now. Maybe just tired & I'll feel better tomorrow. __________________ "Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *

MimiBhaduri0 Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2020 Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India Posts: 653 4 4,706 hugs given	Oct 13, 2022 at 07:51 AM #860 I am much better but I continuously feel anxious and hopeless about the future . The thought - What if I am stuck in India for some more years - drives me crazy. I feel lonely as well. I have no friends irl.